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I've been very... inside my head, lately. So many thoughts and feelings and realizations. There's been no volition to blog about it. It's almost like I've wanted to keep my thoughts to myself because they're just too big to share for right now. I have so much in my head that I'm not sure I could ever adequately convey it all.
One of the main topics swirling in my brain is what I want to do with my year. Heck... what I want to do with my LIFE. I come here to blog, pour out ideas of blogs I want to start, plans I'd like to make, hobbies I'd like to take on. I rarely ever DO any of it. Sad, no? Is it that I don't have realistic goals for myself? I don't think so. Is it that I'm lazy? Naw. Is it that I'm a little afraid to actually ACT on my ideas because I think failure is on the horizon? Probably... mixed in with a little bit of "who the hell gives a crap, anyway" thrown in.
I've said this before, and I'll say it again. I'm tired of feeling like I'm wasting my life away. There is potential in the soul that is me, and it's ridiculous that I'm not doing more with myself, my ideas, my intellect, and my creativity. I need to get outside of my comfort zone. I need to leave the house more often. I need to have ideas and actually ACT on them instead of filing them in the furthest recesses of my cerebral filing cabinet. Oh, and I need to embrace spell check.
How is this all going to happen? I'm not entirely sure. But, it will happen. Hell or high water.
One of the main topics swirling in my brain is what I want to do with my year. Heck... what I want to do with my LIFE. I come here to blog, pour out ideas of blogs I want to start, plans I'd like to make, hobbies I'd like to take on. I rarely ever DO any of it. Sad, no? Is it that I don't have realistic goals for myself? I don't think so. Is it that I'm lazy? Naw. Is it that I'm a little afraid to actually ACT on my ideas because I think failure is on the horizon? Probably... mixed in with a little bit of "who the hell gives a crap, anyway" thrown in.
I've said this before, and I'll say it again. I'm tired of feeling like I'm wasting my life away. There is potential in the soul that is me, and it's ridiculous that I'm not doing more with myself, my ideas, my intellect, and my creativity. I need to get outside of my comfort zone. I need to leave the house more often. I need to have ideas and actually ACT on them instead of filing them in the furthest recesses of my cerebral filing cabinet. Oh, and I need to embrace spell check.
How is this all going to happen? I'm not entirely sure. But, it will happen. Hell or high water.