HumansRSuperior is a good sport.

[hmpf]

I'm doing the 2.08 dance with her, here, and she's a joy to talk to, really. I'm not repaying her very well, I'm afraid - starting out by telling her that I can't make myself watch her vid, and finishing (sort of) by telling her that I'm creeped out by the fact that she feels *some* joy at the ending. I feel I'm being more than borderline offensive here, but I couldn't quite stop myself.

I think I'll go and hit my stupid, obsessive, ungenerous head against the wall a few times now.

(Clarification re: mood: annoyed at myself, of course.)