Give it up?

Oct 27, 2005 20:45

I have no idea what to write. I haven't written serious public entries for a while; they've all been private. I guess I felt bad constantly bitching, I spared my readers! I just didn't want the constant bitching to lead readers to think, "That's all that Ageh girl is, bitchy-McBitch-bitch." Or that I'm insanely depressed and need to be under surveillance, or something to the extent of being over the line of sanity.

In reality, I'm not contantly complaining. This is just my little venting spot, because I rarely open up to people face-to-face (unless you are well trusted). Whatever I can't say in front of people, I say it here. Call it a flaw if you must, but it's just something I do.

I just thought I'd let people know for future reference.

I suppose I should write about postive things, but when I write, sometimes I cant find the positive things that happened during the course of the day. Needless to say, this does not apply to all journal entries of mine.

Well, in lighter notes.. I have another job. It's still in the food court at Ross Park mall, yet it is at Wendy's rather than Sakkio Japan. I'm not sure when I start, but when I do, I'll be sure to let you know. The interview went well, and the manager doesn't seem like a pedophile. (That's a plus!)

I also have a new layout.

I'm sick. I can't remember a time when I could honestly say I was 100% healthy. I lack immune defenses. I hate asthma. I guarentee, within the next month or so, I'll be in the ER for my annual yearly visit. I hate the ER. I hate the hospital. I like wearing clothes. I hate being sick. Bllaaaahh.

Asthma + Stress = Hospital

Well, taking this all in, you can consider yourself up-to-date.

I don't want to waste my time feeling sad.
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