dammit...
I hate feeling down. I'm not even sure why I feel down. I NEVER feel down... crap. I am happy and content 95% of the time - even when people criticize me for being 'happy-go-lucky' all the time. Its probably because I have a LOT of work to do (I dont wanna do it) and Martin was being REALLY rude and obnoxious earlier. Sheesh Dennis, its times like ealier that I really do wonder why we are friends with him. He'll get these random 'mean' streaks for no reason - perhaps just to make the people around him as miserable as he is. Paker, Martin and I were on the ferry I and sat down at a table with my labtop to do some work. He comes over and sits down across from me and obnoxiously shuves my screen half way down. I look at him like, 'dude, what the heck?' and push it back up. He again, for no reason, shuves it back down. I say, 'What the hell? Stop doing that.' He sneers at me and says, 'This is me caring.' and proceeds to do it again. By this time I'm getting pretty irked and I say, "Your such a dick" and he fires right back, "Ya, well your fucking annoying" So by this point, knowing that martin will verbally assault me so long as I put up a fight, I just ignore him and move. Then later, he acts like everything is all cool. What the hell? Why does he have to act so irritating?! Doesn't he know he's doing nothing but creating negative emotion? Ugh...poor martin. And he wonders why girls never pay attention to him... Oh well. I'm off to do some good 7 or so hours of homework, joy.