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fuck. fuck. i lied. i'm not in a good mood. i can't deal. omg omggggg.... i'm going crazy. i can't stop crying... i can't stop my head from spinning... i can't keep from going crazy... i can't keep from choking on the lump in the back of my throat... i can't seem to fill the emptiness inside me. my eyes are red and my face is puffy and my head is throbbing with loneliness. sad songs are quickly becoming my best friends and i'm starting to understand what they mean. i really hate that i had to go and get caught because i could REALLY use a line right about now.