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fuck.
fuck.
i'm freaking out.
graduation tomrorow.
shit
fuck fuck.
met the WHOLE family tonight.
cousins.
grandparents.
aunts.
uncles.
shit.
fuck fuck.
the 29th.
the 30th.
fuck.
7 days.
8 days.
oh.
my.
god.
fuck. fuck.
i won't even be here
on his last day in the fucking state.
shit
fuck
fuck.
i should be happy.
i'll be in cabo.
i'll be in cabo
while the love of my fucking life
gets up and leaves
to texas.
shit.
fuck.
fuck.
this entry
is
s
h
o
r
t
and unORAganiZEDDDDD
like my fucking head
right now.
shit.
fuck.
i c a n t d e a l w i t h l i f e r i g h t n o w .
time for a stogeeeee.