Tomorrow's Opportunities [One-shot]
Title: Tomorrow's Opportunities
Author: jumpfan128
Pairing/s: Chinen Yuri x OC (You)
Genre: Romance & Angst
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I only own the story and nothing else~
Summary: They say 'opportunity only knocks once', or so they thought...?
Note: Just a normal one shot! It's the first time I wrote a 'you' fic. I'm sorry if it's not good enough but I hope you guys like it. Feel free to read and comment!
In the age of 17, I have an accident. I still remember how everything went dark and how I lost my conscious. It was terrifying and a horrible memory. I never wished to remember any of that if it wasn't for someone. Someone who I absolutely admired.
Chinen Yuri.
Until now, I couldn't believe that Chinen Yuri, a member of a famous boy band, would come across my life. He is loved, praised and adored by everyone. He is a prince charming to every girls' heart. His smile would make any fangirl squeals. He's kind, considerate and the most generous person I've ever met in my life. He is a star. An amazing star. Like any other girls, I was a fan of him during high school, I watched all his dramas and music videos. I bought his CDs and posters. I would paste his poster in my room so it would feel that he was watching over me. I had always wanted to see him in reality, I wanted him to hug and smile at me. I wanted him to hold me and carry me like a princess. I even said that I would like to marry him one day.
But I never knew that they would happen in reality. I never expected them to happen. They were just my mere fangirl fantasies. I was scared and lost at the same time. I couldn't look into his beautiful eyes-- which was looking straight at me. My lips trembled and my mouth won't open. He suddenly knelt down to me and started pleading. I was taken aback, I don't know what to do. Before I knew it, I was running away from him, running away from whom I thought was my prince charming.
I had lost my one in a lifetime opportunity which I regret i never took them well.
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8 years ago.
"I want to go home."
"You can't darling, you know that," My mother answered and caressed my forehead.
"I'm really bored staying in the hospital! I want to go back home!" I said, half pleading. My mother sighed and hold both of my hands firmly but lovingly. Her warm hands had my cold one's stop shivering. I hold her hand back and looked at another direction.
"If it wasn't for that stupid accident, I wouldn't be in here!" I cried.
"Accidents happen honey, you were unlucky that day, you should be thankful that you're still alive," my mother said to calm me.
I am upset. I feel like I am in prison. I never like staying in the hospital. The last time I was hospitalized, I sneaked out of my room and tried to escape. Unluckily, the nurse found me and took me back to my room. This is my second time in the hospital, and it is not any better than the last one. It is worse. My arms were broken and they have to wrapped it with this thick bandage. And worse is, it is my right arm. My right leg was not at all better than my arm. My whole leg is covered by white sheet of bandage. At least my face is alright or I would probably undergo a plastic surgery by now.
I tried to lift my body and sit upright. My mother helped me and tell me if I was okay. I nodded and smiled at her. "Mum, can we at least please look around the hospital?" My mum nodded and pat my head softly. She brings the wheelchair and helps me to sit on it. It took us 30 seconds just to make me sit on a wheelchair. Life sure is hard when your right arm and leg are not working.
My mum started pushing it slowly and we went outside. Some of the nurses that passed us will smile and greet us politely. I just replied them by giving a slight nod. My mum moved her head close to mine and asked, "Where do you want to go?"
"Should we go see babies?" I asked, smiling eagerly. I always love babies. The only part of the hospital that I like is the babies room. I always forced my dad to come with me and watched the babies on display.
My mum nodded and started dragging the wheel chair towards the babies room. "Awww.." I squeal as I began to see the sleeping babies behind a glass window. My mother stops the wheelchair right in front of the window so I can see the babies clearly. I smiled brightly and my mood seemed to rise up again. "They're so cute, ne?"
"Ne," My mum answered, giving a smile to me. "Are you happy now?"
"Un!" I nodded happily and my mum laughed.
"Honey, I will go to the toilet first, okay? Stay here and don't go anywhere," my mum told me.
"Like I have a choice," I replied with a chuckle. My mum gave another smile and walk away to the toilet with fast little steps. The toilet was quite far so I guess she was trying to be quick so I won't have to wait her for so long. I turned my attention back to the babies and watched them sleep. I wonder what will my kids looks like in the future?
Then, I suddenly heard footsteps coming and I thought my mum was back. I turned my head and realized that it is not her. It was a young man, quite short, wearing a hoodie. He stood right beside me and looked inside the glass window. He looked like he's enjoying himself too so I spoke to him,"They're cute, ne?"
He turned to me and nodded before turning quickly to the babies again. At that time, I felt that his face is awfully familiar with someone I know. The it hit me. He's Chinen Yuri, a Hey!Say!JUMP member! I was a hardcore fan of him! I dropped my jaws and immediately asked him,"Are you Chinen Yuri-kun?"
He turned to me and smiled. "You know me?"
"Of course I do, I'm your number one fan!" I said, almost screaming.
He put his index finger on top of his lips, telling me to keep my voice down. I closed my mouth and nodded shyly. He then let out a soft chuckle and gave his hand. I immediately take his hand back and shook it. I cannot believe this! I am shaking hand with the Chinen Yuri! The Chinen Yuri! I let go of our hands hesitantly and quickly looked around my wheelchair in panic. "O-Oh no, I-I want a autograph but I didn't have a pen or paper..."
Chinen-kun laughed again and shook his head. "You don't have to worry, I'll be coming here often, my sister is in the hospital, she has just given birth to that baby over there..." Chinen-kun pointed to a baby boy on the second row. I am quite surprise with the news because I never knew about it. I'm always update when it comes to Chinen-kun's life so hearing this is a shock to me. "O-Omedetou t-to your sister!" I exclaimed with my words stuttering because of the nervousness.
"I'll tell her that, well, I'll see you around?" He said. I nodded and he walked away. Oh my God! He just said 'I'll see you around' to me! TO ME! Oh, I'm sure that I won't be getting enough sleep at night. I was smiling to myself that I didn't realize that my mum has already came back and is now standing beside me.
"You look so happy," My mum smiled and pats my back. I quickly grabbed her arm with my left hand and exclaimed excitedly, "Mum! You will never believe it! I met Chinen Yuri!!!!"
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My mum and I are settling ourselves inside the room. I am reading my favorite novel and my mum is busy chopping apples for me to eat. I took a quick glance at the clock and saw that it's already showing 2 o'clock. I closed my book and called my mum. She turned to me and when she saw me grinning widely, she looked at the clock and sighed. She put down the fruit knife on the table and took the wheelchair. I was getting impatient and excited. I grabbed one of my Hey! Say! JUMP CDs and a pen. I will not forget them this time. I had told my mum how I met Chinen-kun near the babies room yesterday. I told her that he will come often and that I want to get his signature the next time we meet. So today, I waited until the clock struck 2, the exact time when we went to the babies room yesterday. I really wished I could see him again and get his autograph.
My mum pushed the wheelchair and we went near the babies room again. We waited for almost half an hour and Chinen-kun was still nowhere to be seen. My mum checked her watch and frowned, "Honey, it's been half an hour, let's go back, it seems that he will not come today..."
"No, I will wait till he comes," I said persistently.
My mum sighed and crossed her arms. She looked around the place with a worried face. I was also turning my head left and right, hoping to see his figure coming this way. I waited and waited, still determined that he will come. I knew that he didn't promise me that we will meet again today but he did say that I will see him around, so my little heart still seeks for hope. My mum was getting impatient and grabbed the push handle. "He's not coming, let's just come back tomorrow," She said in a calm voice while trying to push the wheelchair away. I was about to stop her to wait for a few more minutes when someone called us from the back. I turned my head and immediately exclaimed with a happy face, "Chinen-kun!"
My mum also turned her head and when she saw Chinen-kun, she immediately turned the wheelchair again so that I'm facing him. She pushed me forward to him and greeted him. "Konbanwa, are you the famous Chinen Yuri-kun?" My mum asked with a slight bow. Chinen-kun laughed and bowed down to my mum. I also bowed my head to him and was lost of words. I'm too happy.
"Are you looking at babies again?" He asked, smiling.
I was about to answer when my mum answered him first, "No, actually my daughter wanted to see you again so she'd been waiting for you here since one and a half hour ago, thank goodness you really came!" I glared at my mum and slapped her arm, telling her to be quiet. I was extremely embarrassed. I blushed hard and hide my face with my palms. Chinen-kun immediately crouched down to me and apologized for being late. I slowly reveal my red face and the first thing i see is his charming eyes. I was captivated by his beauty. I smile shyly and hand him my CD, asking him to sign it for me. He signed it and gave it back. He then stood up and looked at my mum. He did a 90-degree bow which surprises both of us.
"Can I please walk around with your daughter for a short while? I promised to take her back before 5," He said making my eyes widen and my cheeks burnt hard. At that time, Chinen-kun looked different. He didn't look like the Chinen-kun that I idolize. Instead, he looked like a normal person. I could feel that he's near and... warm.
My mum looked hesitant for a while but finally agreed. She let Chinen-kun grabbed the push handle and pushed me away. My mum turned and walked towards my room. I was actually nervous and little bit uneasy. My heart kept thumping like crazy. I wanted to speak to Chinen-kun but I couldn't start any topic since I was really nervous. I wanted to fiddle my finger so badly but I can't because my right hand is covered with bandage. I bit my lower lip and bowed my head a little. Chinen-kun is pushing me slowly and gently, like he was afraid that if he pushed me too hard, I will fall from the wheelchair. "Am I pushing it too fast?" He asked and I quickly shook my head.
Chinen-kun chuckled slightly and then moved his head down towards my ear, "I hope you don't mind me asking this but what happen to you?"
"I'm sorry?"
"Why are you in a wheelchair?" He asked again, emphasizing every word.
"I got into an accident last week, I was meeting up with my friends when it happened," I explained, "When I was about to cross the road, a motorcycle accidentally lose control and hit me, but it's not that bad, though..." I was trying to make it sound like it was just a small accident so he won't feel sorry for me but I guess it didn't really work. Chinen-kun suddenly ruffles my hair gently, "That's bad, are you okay now?"
"I-I am," I answered with my face covered with pink shades.
"Yokatta," Chinen-kun sighed in relief. He continued pushing me slowly when he suddenly stopped. "Ne, do you want to go outside and get some fresh air?"
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"Here," He passed me a can of strawberry juice and sat beside me, opening his can of juice that he bought for himself. I opened mine and sipped it slowly. I was shutting my lips the whole time and I felt bad. I should said something, anything or else Chinen-kun will feel bored. Chinen-kun took me to the hospital's backyard, telling me to get some fresh air. I agreed since I haven't gone outside for a few days.
I looked up to the sky and was happy to see that it's clear. The weather is not hot not cold, but warm. There's not much wind but it still blew every now and then. I was closing my eyes, enjoying the fresh spring air. Standing next to me is a small Sakura tree. The pink petals kept running down to me but i didn't care. It felt nice.
Chinen-kun suddenly grabbed a piece of my hair which made me surprise. "There's a sakura petal stuck on your hair..." He said while taking it off gently.
I blushed hard and looked away from him. I can sense his loving smile and warm eyes are staring at me. I tried looking back at him but it felt so hard. He then brushed my long bangs to the back and whispered softly, "You are so pretty..."
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I blinked my eyes a few times and stared at the dark ceiling. I turned my head to my mother who was sleeping soundly on the couch. She always accompanies me every night in the hospital room. Since the hospital doesn't provide a futon, she sleeps on the couch. I felt bad but she says that it's comfortable so I guess it's alright.
It was 11.00 p.m and I'm still awake. I can't seem to close my eyes and sleep. Chinen-kun's words kept repeating in my head. "You're so pretty..." "You're so pretty..." "You're so pretty..." Why did he say that to me? Fan service? A joke? I just couldn't believe it. I was denying the truth that Chinen-kun may be interested in me. But it can't be, right? First of all, I am his BIGGEST fan, wouldn't he get scared of liking his own fan? Second, I just met him yesterday and he didn't know anything about me yet except for the reason why I'm here and my name. He asked my name when he signed my CD that time.
"Chinen-kun..." Why am I feeling uneasy? Why do I feel so nervous and excited at the same time? I never felt anything like this before. Yes, I do have a crush once, but it didn't feel this way. This time I was feeling slightly scared and I don't know why. Why am I scared? What am I scared for? I quickly buried my head on my pillow, I didn't want to confuse myself more. I forced my eyes shut and try having a goodnight sleep. Even though it's not as easy as it seems.
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"Don't you want to go see Chinen-kun again?" I shook my head and continued reading my novel. I was scared to meet him. I was scared that he will say something that will make my feelings mixed up again. Just one opportunity to meet him is enough for me. I don't really hope for more.
Suddenly, a knock was made on the door. My mother stood up to open it. As soon as she opened the door, she immediately called my name excitedly, "Guess who visited you, darling!" I stretched my head forward to see who it is but still I couldn't see him/her. My mother let the person inside and the person said 'thanks'. I immediately recognize the voice and every part of my body tensed up. It couldn't be...
"Good morning," He greeted me with a little bow and bright smile.
My face completely froze . I could only stared at him with my mouth slightly opened. "Are you surprise to see me?" He asked again, sitting on the edge of my bed. I didn't move and gave a forced smile. "O-Of course! How do you know my room?"
"I asked the receptionist this morning, I thought I could surprise you and I did," He replied. I blinked at him a few times before looking at my mum, doing eye to eye conversation, asking for help. But she didn't get it though. She thought I was asking her to leave so she went outside and left both of us. Thanks a lot, mum.
I raised my back and bend it forward. I looked straight at him and asked again, "What did you come here for?"
"I said I want to surprise you,"He replied.
"That's all?"
"Yeah, what? Do you wish I do something more?" He asked cheekily and laughed. I blushed and shook my head slowly.
Then, silence. It's always like this. This awkward situation. I didn't like it so I decided to start a conversation. "How's work? I saw you in music japan last night..." Chinen-kun turned to me and smiled eagerly. Ever since we met, we never had a real conversation or talk to each other more than 10 seconds. So, I guess I could give a shot by starting it.
"It's tiring but I'll do my best for the fans," He answered with a signature smile, "Especially for my biggest fan."
As he said that, he looked at me and I suddenly remembered something funny and started laughing. "What?" He asked and I kept laughing. "Whaaaatt???" He asked once more.
"It's just that I suddenly remember your hairstyle on stage yesterday! It is so funny!" Suddenly, the atmosphere between us felt so light. I started feeling more comfortable and less uneasy. He then massaged his temples and started laughing too. "I know that it looks weird! But hairstylist-san said that it's cute so I just followed her orders!"
I giggled at his statement and playfully state, "I think I like Arioka-kun more than Chinen-kun now."
His eyes went big and he quickly moved towards me. He suddenly pinched my cheeks and scolded me jokingly, "How dare you cheated on me!!!!"
"Gawmeenn nassaaaiii," I muttered while trying to get his hand off my cheeks. He let go of my cheeks and I rubbed it softly. "Do I pinch you too hard?" I pouted and nodded. He then cupped both of cheeks and rubbed it gently. "Is it still hurt?" I shook my head. He smiled and stared at me with his loving eyes. I was captured in his beautiful stare, in his deep brown orbs. He slowly moved his head towards me and I immediately backed away. He letted go of me and stood up, "I-I should go..." He then rushed out of the room with a little blush without saying anything else, leaving me dumbfounded.
What just happened?
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After that day, Chinen-kun has been coming every single day. He would come every morning before his dance practice starts. We would chat or play cards. I slowly enjoyed having time with him and I don't feel uncomfortable anymore. He talked to me about his families, his bandmates and even the reason why he didn't go to college. I opened up myself to him and told him about myself, my family and friends, even my pet dog, Lulu, which probably misses me right now. Chinen-kun would sometimes buy breakfast for me since I don't like the tasteless food which are provided by the hospital. He would sometimes eat his breakfast in my room and we will eat together. It felt good having a friend over to eat breakfast together everyday.
But today is different, though. He hasn't come yet. I wonder where he is. Will he come here? It's almost noon and I haven't seen him yet. I ate my tasteless breakfast already which my mum forced me to. I looked at my phone and scanned his name. I texted him, feeling worried.
To: Chinen-kun
Where are you?
I thought twice before sending it. It's my first time sending a text message for him because he would usually text me first. My thumb felt so stiff and it felt so hard to press the send button. I closed my eyes and breathe deeply. I was about to press it when my phone suddenly vibrated. It really startled me that I almost dropped it. I saw the caller's name before answering it. Chinen-kun.
"Moshi-moshi?"
"Moshi-moshi! Ah! It's Chinen! I'm sorry I can't come today!" The voice from the speaker said.
"It's fin-"
"But I got a surprise for you!" He cut me.
"What?" I asked.
"Wait!"
I waited and heard some crumple sound from the phone. Then suddenly a different voice greeted me from the phone. "Moshi-moshi? Arioka desu!"
I quickly close my mouth and hold my scream. Is this a dream? I'm talking to Arioka-kun on the phone! He's my second biased next to Chinen-kun. What should i say!? I wanted to scream so badly!! "H-Hello..."
"I heard about you from Chii, he said that I'm your second favorite," He laughed.
"H-Hai! You are!" I stammered.
"Chii always talks about you when we have our breaks, you know," He laughed again.
Chinen-kun talked about me to his members? "H-Hontou?"
"Un," He answered, "He said that you are very cute and kind."
I blushed madly and coughed a few times. Then, I heard a chuckle from the other side of the phone. "H-he even showed us.... Wait! Chii is trying to get his phone back!!! He's hitting me!"
I giggled and heard how the two quarrel behind the phone. "Don't listen......!" I heard Chinen-kun's unfinished sentence. "He even showed all of us your picture!!!" Arioka-kun yelled loudly and burst out laughing. I froze. Since when Chinen-kun has my picture? After the sound of endless struggling and grunting was heard, Chinen-kun succeeded taking his phone back and spoke, "Don't listen to him... *Daiki: but you did!* Shut up Dai-chan!... So, what are you doing right now? Sorry, i couldn't come today...."
"...... where do you get my picture?" I asked with a stunned face. "...... damn you, Dai-chan!," He cursed softly but unfortunately I heard him. "Chinen-kun?" I called him again.
"Yea? Uh, I captured it when you're not looking," He confessed.
"Why would you do that?"
"Because I want your picture..."
"You could've ask me..." I answered, rather sternly.
"I'm sorry, are you mad?" He apologized with a 'sorry' voice.
I shook my head but I realize he didn't saw it. "I'm not..."
"You don't sound like it, though.... *Voice: Chinen, come back here! We're gonna start practicing again!* Okay! Just wait for one second! I call you again?"
"Yea," I answered and he hung up. I closed my phone and grabbed it tightly. I frowned my eyebrows and bit my lower lip, feeling worried about something.
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I looked at the window outside and saw the rain pouring down heavily. I never like rain because they always have thunders and lightnings. It always startles and scares me. My left hand is clutching on the thick blanket while my right hand rest lifelessly on the side. My mum is busying herself with a book. It must be boring and tiring to watch and take care of me everyday. I know how she feels because I'm getting sick of this hospital myself. I looked at my phone. No text messages. Not even from my friends. I sighed and put it back on the table.
Then, there was a knock at the door, my mum stood up and walk to open it. I looked at the clock and sighed. It's probably the nurse wanting to check on me, I thought. But then, I was wrong. It is Chinen-kun. He walked to me and sit by my side. I tried to sit straight. He grabbed my shoulder to help me which made me blushed at his touch.
"What are you doing here? I thought you're busy," I asked.
He looked at me with a warm smile and whispered softly, "I want to see you, I miss you..."
I blushed madly. I quickly turn my head to the other side so he won't be able to see my face. I hate it when he's teasing me.
"Can you go with me for a sec? I want to talk to you about something," He said while standing up. I nodded in response. He looked at my mother and asked if he could borrow me for a little while. My mother agreed and walked to the wheelchair to take it. Chinen-kun quickly ran to her and offered himself to take it instead. He push the wheelchair to the side of the bed and helped me sit on it. He then pushed me out of the room and walked slowly in the corridors.
"So quiet," He muttered.
"It's not visiting hours and it's quite late, so..." I answered. "I'm not surprise..."
He then took me to the babies room, which is already closed. "What are we doing here?" I asked him. He said nothing and leaned himself on the wall. He sighed and sniffed few times, probably because the air is quite cold. "Do you remember when we first met here?" I nodded, a little bit surprise at his question. "Well, this has become one of my favorite places."
I looked at him awkwardly, not sure of where this is going to. He crouched down to me and watched me deeply with his brown orbs. "W-Why?' I stuttered. He gave a shy smile and confessed, "Because I fell in love at first sight with you here."
Wait? What did he say?
"I know it's stupid but I really like you. I was captivated by your beauty and your calm personality," He continued.
I completely mute myself. I didn't know way to say. Why is Chinen-kun saying this to me? "You're joking," I stated with a forced laugh.
"No, I'm not, I never joke around with you."
I shook my head, I did not want to believe his sudden confession. I was lost and terribly scared. I never expected this.
"I'm telling the truth," He exclaimed, "Look at me."
My eyes were running away from him, I'm scared to see him. I did not want this.
"Why is it so hard to believe that I love you!?" He cried.
A tear suddenly rolled down my cheek. My lips are shivering and my nose is red. I started sobbing quietly while trying to hide my face from him. Chinen-kun was surprised but he didn't do anything. "Tell me.." He pleaded.
"I-I don't love you, I'm sorry," I replied with tears rolling down endlessly. "I only saw as my idol and not more than a friend, I'm sorry.."
Chinen-kun stayed silent. I tried to look at his face and I regret doing it. I saw. I saw his tear coming down as well, he looked at me with a hurt expression. I wasn't able to take it. So, I tried to roll the wheelchair backwards with my only left hand. I was trying to run away and he didn't stop me. He just stayed silent and cry quiety.
I rolled the wheels in difficulty with only one hand, hoping some nurse came and try to help me but there wasn't anyone around. As I was about to turn right, I heard Chinen-kun said something to me. I stopped and waited for him to repeat his sentence. I clutched my left hand tightly while biting my own lips. "I'm sorry..." He said, "I shouldn't have confessed... I'm sorry..."
I sniffed and sobbed a few times, while gulping my own saliva. He then continued, "Just think that this confession never happened, and could we start over...? I want to be your friend..."
I turned my head to him and saw his little hurt face. I answered with a cracked and soft voice, "I'm sorry, we should have never met..."
We should have never met....
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I looked up to the sky and felt the autumn breeze. Some small leaves got stuck in my long wavy hair. I tried to brush it off but that just makes my hair messier. I sighed and continued walking down the street.
It's been 8 years since the incident happen and it still remains in my memories perfectly. They never fade away. His face, his smile, his voice, his eyes. Our first, second and last meeting. I can never forget it -- the moment he confessed to me. To reject him is the most idiotic thing I ever did in my whole life. Why can I open my heart that day? Why can't I be honest and say that I really love him too, as Chinen Yuri, and not as the Chinen Yuri?
"Because I was a coward," I whispered as I realized.
I didn't want to see him differently. I was scared of changing. I was scared of losing him. I didn't want our relationship to change. I was afraid that if we became more than just what we were, he would leave me later on. "I am an average girl while he is a famous star. We just didn't belong with each other." That was what I keep saying to myself. I was foolish, irritating and immature. I didn't know how to accept reality and kept dreaming. When my dream was about to change to reality, I ran away from it, thinking that it'll be better if it's just a dream. I had let go the most precious opportunity God might have given to me.
Holding onto our memories is like a burden that I could never throw. My regrets grew each day and stabbed me harder and harder. It may be my punishment for not accepting him and it's okay. It's the least I could do after I said the cruelest word to him. I wanted to apologize, told him that I regret everything. But I was too scared and ended up deleting his contact. How foolish.
I've been living my normal life ever since... I went to school, graduate, then went to uni, graduate again and now I'm working at a magazine company. As for my love life, I never dated anyone for these 8 years. How could I ever dated someone when I almost think of him everyday? I do meet him a few times before in concerts. But there were thousands of people there and I bet he couldn't even recognized or saw me. It's just like before we met, he's perfect and I admired him, I see him but he didn't see me... No change.
And now, I felt so empty.
I checked my wrist watch to see the it was almost 3. I walked quicker and fasten my pace, not minding the autumn wind that blew playfully onto my face. I reached the hospital 10 minutes before my appointment so the nurse told me to wait for my name to be called. I sat down and settled myself with a book until I finally get called. I always go to the hospital every 6 months for a medical check up. Although there's nothing wrong with me, my mother would forced me and made a sudden appointment with the doctor.
After 12 minutes of waiting, my name got called and I went inside. The doctor did several checking and told me that I'm 100% healthy and I need not worried. Well, I'm not worried, my mother is. She got paranoid over things after my accident.
I thanked the doctor and left the check up room. I grabbed the elevator and was about to press the ground floor but my eyes seemed to be attracted with the 3rd floor button and I unconsciously pressed it. When the elevator door opened, I stayed silent and stared blankly. A nurse saw me and greeted me politely. "Anoo, excuse me but the elevator door is open, are you going out?" I regain my conscious and nodded slightly. "I-I'm sorry.." I said while taking a step forward. The nurse smiled and excused herself. I looked around the place when the nostalgic atmosphere struck me once more. I remember every corner of this floor. Its light yellow ceramic floor and white walls.
I walked slowly and headed somewhere unconsciously with my eyes gaze forward. My heart beat faster as I reached the place. I stared at the glass window and touch it softly. It was not visiting hours for the babies room so the window is blocked with light green curtains. I stared blankly at the glass window and sighed. I shouldn't have come here, It just remind me of those painful memories. I turned my body and leaned it against the window. I bowed down my head and massage my temples softly.
"Hey, you okay?"
A voice called me out. I nodded and smiled weakly, "I'm alright..." I looked up to see the voice's owner and you wouldn't believe who it belongs to. My eyes widen itself and tears started forming in my eyes. "C-Chinen-kun....?"
He examined my face and opened his eyes wide. "You are....?" My tears started falling as my eyes glued on him and my cheeks flushed red.
"I found you," He muttered with a smile, "Again..."
AN: I've been writing this for weeks but why do I feel that this story is a bit rushed? *sigh* But I finally manage to try writing a 'you' fic! It's my first time so I'm terribly sorry if it's bad! Please comment! I would like to know your thoughts on this! ^^