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I'm crying, again. wow.
This time its a little more serious I guess. I'm starting to like someone.. and she's really amazing and beautiful and she likes me back. She lives in NY, aprox. 10 hours from me. Which isn't bad.
The bad thing? She's sick.. like dying sick. And I'm really scared. She told me today that she has less than a year. I don't want to lose her. I already have like, amazing feelings for her and I feel like we could be so much.. and go so far. and we can't. It's not fair. She's so young, she shouldn't have to go through this. No one should, especially not young people... she's 18.. like wow. I don't know how to comfort her.
I mean, like, I can't how do you? What would you do if you knew you were dying? I think I'd shut down. I'd go in a hole of depression. I just want to get her mind off it, you know? I'm trying so hard to hold it together for her. I can't. She can tell when I'm upset. And its not like I can tell her why.
Yes, I barely know this girl, but I DO care about her, and I do think I could be ina relationship with her.
I'm scared. i don't know what to do. she's amazing... She doesnt deserve this.
I'm so scared... help me... please?
This time its a little more serious I guess. I'm starting to like someone.. and she's really amazing and beautiful and she likes me back. She lives in NY, aprox. 10 hours from me. Which isn't bad.
The bad thing? She's sick.. like dying sick. And I'm really scared. She told me today that she has less than a year. I don't want to lose her. I already have like, amazing feelings for her and I feel like we could be so much.. and go so far. and we can't. It's not fair. She's so young, she shouldn't have to go through this. No one should, especially not young people... she's 18.. like wow. I don't know how to comfort her.
I mean, like, I can't how do you? What would you do if you knew you were dying? I think I'd shut down. I'd go in a hole of depression. I just want to get her mind off it, you know? I'm trying so hard to hold it together for her. I can't. She can tell when I'm upset. And its not like I can tell her why.
Yes, I barely know this girl, but I DO care about her, and I do think I could be ina relationship with her.
I'm scared. i don't know what to do. she's amazing... She doesnt deserve this.
I'm so scared... help me... please?