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Billy couldn't beilve what had just happened.His boyfriend of 5 months had been cheating with him other guy. And he has some bullcrap on how he couldn't chose one over the other. Billy knew that Bert just wanted have his cake and eat it too. Billy was driving to the closest park he could find. It's what he would do as a kid when he just needed to relax and just think. He bring his radio with him and would star gaze as it would play. He found a perfect spot, parked his car and kept the car radio on. He layed ontop of the hood. How could he have been so stupid! Why didn't he see the signs? Now he saw the signs, him always being late, forgetting their plans, not wanting to tell anyone that they were dating. Billy could understand why Bert would cheat on him. He wasn't actually the most attrative guy, he was very vanilla in bed and he didn't have this stage prescneces like most performers had. Billy knew he shouldn't had gone to that party. But Dusty said it would get his mind off Bert. And that what he needed after ignoring the 50th call from Bert. He was talking to Brandon when someone tells him he saw Bert. And of course Billy had to talk him. He wasn't excepting to see Bert making out with Quinn. He didn't mean to tell Joel about what he saw. He was just so upset that it just slipped out. And of course Joel had to beat Bert up and after that things were a blurr. Next thing he knows he's almost in tears and he told Bert to go fuck himself. Billy tried to think about other things just to get his mind away from Bert. Though the world didn't want that happen just yet. Billy's heard voice through the speakers the song was " All that I've got". Without realzing it tears started to streak down his face. " How could someone with such an angelic voice be such an asshole?" a voice came out of nowhere making Billy jump. He looked it Gerard whose eyes were red and puffy. "What the hell are you doing here?" Billy asked " I decided to walk and I heard your radio and I firgured I see where it came from." Gerard said it like it happened every day. " Well keep walking. You are the last person I want to see tonight." Billy barked at him. " Hey don't get mad at me. I had no fucking clue he was screwing somebody else. He thought I was just some sex toy who couldn't feel anything for him." Gerard hissed he felt himself on the verge of tears again. " He must have felt someting for you if he kept seeing you." Billy said Gerard took a deep breath " We shoudln't be fighting each other. We both got screwed by a guy we loved and thought that loved us. We should be working togethere to see how we can him miserable." Billy shook his head and got up from the hood to the driver side. " As far as I am concern you can go to hell with him." Billy said. Got in his car and drove away. He had to think of a way to get rid of this pain. He' do anything to feel numb.
Part 13 1/2 Bizzare Love Traingle
The Used memebers where sitting in a room with the My Chemical Romance memebers. It had been three months since the party. Bert had avoided have any contact with any memebers of MCR. His other bandmates though had stayed close to them. And Bert was ok with this, why should his friends suffer for a mistake he made?Had Bert known that Gerard would have been here he would have made up some excuse not to be here. The room had been deathly quite since they came in. And if looks could kill Bert would have been dead the moment he came in. Trish, the woman from the photo shoot wanted to show them something. She finally walked in holding a tape in her hand. " Thank you guys for coming. I want some feed back from the music industry before we put out in the media. Normal I nuse business people but you guys seem to know them well and I really need to know how people will react." Trish said No one said a word, the sooner they could get out of here the better. Trish took the silence as it was ok, so she poped the tape in. Of course the first thing they see is Joel's face. Bert was trying not to groan, he just couldn't catch any breaks today. They started to play and then Joel started to sing:
I let myself drown in your eyes
I lost myself in your eyes
I beilved every lie you told me
I was part of a used a romance
A romance that wasn't my own
I played a part in your used romance
How could I have been so blind?
Why didn't I see the signs?
I could I have not known I was being used.
I was part of a used romance
A romance that wasn't my own
I played a part in a used romance
I don't want a used romance
I won't play a part in your used romance.
A want a romance of my very own.
And like that the song ended. No one said a word. Bert wanted to crawl out there there was no denying who wrote it and who they were talking about. Wait don't say anything just yet there more." Trish said Bert thought oh god there more? " Umm this isn't going to be on our album but this is kind of going to whatever want it." Joel spoke into the microphone.
You stupid bitch
You just creeped into the night
The one without a heart is what your called.
You took his heart away from me, you stupid bitch
You never really wanted him
But you took him anyway
Now I am out in the cold stuipd bitch
I hoped you would lose something precious to you
But with a bitch like you, nothing is precious
Stupid bitch.
Billy then came up to the microphone where Joel was at. he was actually going to sing, this would be instering.
Waiting is what I've done for you
Just for you to notice me
To see the love in my eyes for you
It kills to see you with others guys
Who don't love you like me, who can't love you like me
So here I am waiting for you
Here to wipe the tears away when he breaks your heart.
Waiting here for the day you open your eyes.
To see me waiting to love you
Waiting for you to love me like I love you.
" Who wrote those songs?" the producer voice asked Billy raised his hand shyly. " What's the inspiartion?" producer asked " Well the first two where reaction to a break up. First one was to the cheater and then second of course was the other lover. The last one was for the people around waiting to be noticed by these parties." Billy said calmly Bert noticed Franks' and Quinn faces turned red. " What the heck is talking about?" Gerard asked then he saw how red Frank's face was. " The first and third song were great. The secodn ones need works but with the right band it could be a hit." Branden said he wanted Trish to get out so they could leave before things got messy. "What does everyone else think?" Trish asked Nobody spoke, either everyone argeed with him or they wanted out too. Bert thought about what Billy had said. IT final occured to him why Quinn had asked him. Sometimes Bert was a little dense with things that should be obvious. Bert turned to Quinn and said " Is that the reason why you kissed me at the party?" Quinn's face turned more red. " Well I could have told you why Bert. Gerard said I don't understand why though your turning so red Frank." " Same reason Quinn look like a tomato." Jeph said Gerard gave him the deer in the head light look. " Frank are you in love with me??"
part 14 Love Bizzare Triangle