Ryutaro - Myojo April 2010
My trouble nowadays is that my appetite is huge. It's seriously something! At really bad times, there are also days when I eat breakfast, lunch, lunch again, dinner and then lastly, a midnight snack. Moreover, I easily have 2~3 cups of rice in my bowl for one meal. My weight is already terrible (sweats). Sometimes I think that I have to do diet so I run around the school. Maa, from the start I should just stop eating too much and be careful. I really can't resist (anything) because of my appetite (laughs).
Seriously speaking of getting troubled, it's when I fight with my parents! Up until recently, I was at a rebellious age so I get pissed and just whine about everything so it's like there's an argument every day. But as expected, I think that I have said too much and I'm about to apologize but I can't seem to get a chance to talk to them. The timing for apologizing is really hard. But I'm not really troubled when it comes to fighting with siblings (laughs). That's because Shintaro just comes in meddling with me and we start fighting but he always apologizes first so then it all ends with that type of pattern. If it's like that then don't come picking fights. ☆
Even at the time when JUMP's debut was decided, I was really worried. But right now I don't think of stuff like that at all. Honestly, I thought, "Eh? Are they really fine with me!?" I had an image that I would first have to acquire amazing strength before I would debut. I also felt like I wasn't in that level yet. All the members were upperclassmen as well. They were also better at singing and dancing than me so I wondered if I could do these properly. But it was the season when we were going to do our best as a group and I wasn't even able to whine about stuff like that. Also, despite all of those, I was with Shintaro a lot so I suddenly felt like I was at a different position and thought, "can that guy do this properly on his own?"
Eventually, when it comes to troubles, the only thing I have to do is to change my feelings on my own. I choose the things I want to do so I think that the only things I have to do is face them straight ahead and go and do my best! At the start, I was also really troubled but as I realized it, we all stood at the same line. So from now on, even if I have troubles, all I have to do is overcome them by doing that. And maybe I would surely be able to hold the troubles of my appetite down! (laughs)
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