Riding first class trains, making his rounds
93 and 94. I am heaven. I am proud of me. Studying gets you places. After I finish this entry, I'm going to do that.
But I needed to get this out somewhere..
..I am shocked. And scared. And nervous. And would like to talk about it with someone but it's an uncomfortable subject to talk about, and I just get nervous and say a whole bunch of shit that don't make sense, and just brush it off. It's a scary thought. A fucking scary thought. That's for fucking sure. It seems surreal. But bad. I don't think I'm taking it serious. I think about, then think how nothing could really happen because life doesn't work that way, and then forget about it. But life can bitch slap you right across the face and you don't even see it coming. And that is the scary part. Because life could do that to me. Why not, right?
I need to rewrite my introduction for english, and study for chemistry.
I want a freaking bike. This weekend. I'll pray to my papa. I need to exercise, and I want to go with my friends and freaking bike ride. Right now.
Please God, let me get at least an 85 on my chemistry test. I would flip a shit, and be the happiest person ever. Thank you.
But I needed to get this out somewhere..
..I am shocked. And scared. And nervous. And would like to talk about it with someone but it's an uncomfortable subject to talk about, and I just get nervous and say a whole bunch of shit that don't make sense, and just brush it off. It's a scary thought. A fucking scary thought. That's for fucking sure. It seems surreal. But bad. I don't think I'm taking it serious. I think about, then think how nothing could really happen because life doesn't work that way, and then forget about it. But life can bitch slap you right across the face and you don't even see it coming. And that is the scary part. Because life could do that to me. Why not, right?
I need to rewrite my introduction for english, and study for chemistry.
I want a freaking bike. This weekend. I'll pray to my papa. I need to exercise, and I want to go with my friends and freaking bike ride. Right now.
Please God, let me get at least an 85 on my chemistry test. I would flip a shit, and be the happiest person ever. Thank you.