Oct 13, 2005 22:11
I had a dream that none of it happen. That it was a whole blow off.
After I woke up from my dream I watched Speak, and Party Monster.
I really do love Kottie. I can talk to him about anything. If what I'm planning for this weekend doesn't work out, I'm calling him up and we are hanging out. I'm calling him up, and hopefully he will be free. He really deserves something amazing. He seems to always be there for me no matter what. He really is just a great friend.
I have realized that my past few entries seem REALLY emo. But I'm not. Not even close.
If I ever becomes emo, someone, please slap me.
I fasted for the first time. I feel really good about myself.