Apr 09, 2009 23:40
I know this is never read because when i signed in none of you have updated your profiles in years. i know i haven't and i almost feel like i have neglected my profile. But that's nothing new i have been neglecting every one and have not been doing much of anything. The sounds that i hear are what are ruling my life and text is what i use to project my message.
Tomorrow is my last day of work for this week and i don't want the day to end but i know that i will be stuck in the same place as i was lost week and now i see why mother hated my father i realize why people grow apart and that the world is not as peachy keen as everyone thinks it is. i read the weird news on msnbc.com and i enjoy reading some of the funniest stories i have ever seen. I can no longer read the local news' website their illiterate banter is less than entertaining and i don't like the fact that they can describe a picture that was taken in under a thousand words and is still as boring as i would assume show me pictures with captions and i will understand.
Today I woke up and felt no different than the day before and i feel like that will continue and i will be the same person. I want change barrack obama is professing change and i'm seeing i am waiting for the trickle down of the obama change.
So i still don't like the fact that i do the same thing every week i have become predictable and i don't want to be that way anymore. i want to be the original kid i used to be that didn't have to steal the stories of numerous to make my life seem appealing and illustrious think that's what i need to do is become a story.
So i have been smoking the most marijuana in my life that i ever have previously. not to feel normal to feel different. I tried opium and it tastes like total shoe leather but i think i can handle it on top of my "dope" and i like the feeling of not being aware of my surroundings.
I stole the worlds weirdest items in my life i realized that as a kid people don't understand that when you put it in your pocket that's what you do when we get home we put stuff in our pockets.
I stole the world of all that is pure today i did nothing. I sleep at the weirdest hours and it bothers me that i am ending up sleeping later and later in the morning and that's why i wish i could go to sleep at night. When i woke up today i thought about quitting smoking and as soon as i thought about my cigarettes i lost the will to quit i just wanted to smoke because i didn't have any my addiction to tobacco has become a major problem and i don't know if i can stand that anymore i am now destined to quit.
In the end it all doesn't matter i want to find a hook up girl i am tired of dating. its lame it makes people lame.
I'm tired and the battery is almost dead.
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