Aug 28, 2008 13:32
[Private]
Well, that was something, at least I didn't have a heart attack this time around. The marriage thing was to be expected. Still...pregnant?! I mean I never even though of Atus-...I mean, Otani and me like...like that!
I don't know how it would be but...maybe not so bad...I do love him after all.
Ack, I shouldn't think about this, I have to keep busy, keep my mind off of things. If I dwell on it I'll just get upset and cry over him, again. And I've done enough of that to last a lifetime.
It gave me hope, that curse, in a way though...if that is the future then...I'll see him again. I hope it's true...
Everyone doing okay? It's been rather quiet of late, apart from that commotion the other day with the network blanking out. Hopefully no great damage was done.
[OOC: Some angst over missing midget, but she's getting better, slowly.]
hoping i'll see him again,
married to otani?,
thinking,
missing my midget,
heartache,
pregnant?