Back to school...Back to school
AWSOME weekend... probably one of the best New Year's ever! So Im actually pretty positive about class starting (we'll see how long that lasts thought.)So this year started if by me missing the ball drop cause I was in the bathroom, lol. Saturday I got some pretty super news. Apperently I have been selected to join Sigma Alpha Lambda (I think thats the correct name), Its this presidential honorary that you have to have a high GPA and what not to get in. The really crazy thing though is that the letter said that I rank as one of the top 10 students at ONU. So I think that maybe they sent this letter to the wrong person, its still pretty awsome though. Really good night saturday. I recieved a much needed pep talk and some quality cuddles. I decided not to make any New Years resolutions this year, cause I would just break them anyways. I did make a pretty important decision though. Im cookie dough... i know i know, it sound weird. Here is my logic, I haven't figured out who im going to be yet. Im in a transitional period, all the ingredients that make up me have been mixed together, but Im not done, no one exactly knows how im going to turn out. So I decided instead of making some stuiped resolution this year, im going to dedicate the year to figuring out who I want to be, getting to know myself, being comfortable alone. Maybe thats why I always sabotoge relationships, build up walls and push people away. Im not ready yet. But one day when Im done, when im cookies, then maybe Ill be able to have a healthy relationship with another person. I've come a long way from the person I was freshman year at ONU, but I still have a long way to go. And right now Im gonna go to class :)