Things of Life
Not too sure why, but I'm feeling in a relatively decent mood, this morning.
Could have to do with the fact that my hair is actually acting half sane today (it brushed out straight and is not looking like I had been lightning struck), the fact that my character for the Harry Potter RP Sonora was accepted (though not into the House I had wanted her in. Ah well.), or the fact that it's just nice outside.
At the same time, I feel like I shouldn't be in such a good mood, considering how for a lot of friends and for me things are coming their respective climaxes. I mean, the end of high school is frighteningly close, and I've still got classes to work at, and so do a lot of you bunch, or we all face utter failure. ._. And then all this stuff with Cordelia is reaching its limit dangerous, and it's argh inducing, because I'm the cause of all that and I feel like it if goes screwside I'll have messed up totally on the intuition side and should just stop introducing people to each other cos it seems to always end in heartache for the guy. ._.
Beyond that, there's all that stuff I've still got to do, and nothing's really happening because I'm not putting in the effort. I really need to pull myself together before everything really does go screwside.
On another note, we're reading Siddhartha in English.
I would rather like to punch Siddhartha and tell him to get over himself. I'm obviously a bad person.
Could have to do with the fact that my hair is actually acting half sane today (it brushed out straight and is not looking like I had been lightning struck), the fact that my character for the Harry Potter RP Sonora was accepted (though not into the House I had wanted her in. Ah well.), or the fact that it's just nice outside.
At the same time, I feel like I shouldn't be in such a good mood, considering how for a lot of friends and for me things are coming their respective climaxes. I mean, the end of high school is frighteningly close, and I've still got classes to work at, and so do a lot of you bunch, or we all face utter failure. ._. And then all this stuff with Cordelia is reaching its limit dangerous, and it's argh inducing, because I'm the cause of all that and I feel like it if goes screwside I'll have messed up totally on the intuition side and should just stop introducing people to each other cos it seems to always end in heartache for the guy. ._.
Beyond that, there's all that stuff I've still got to do, and nothing's really happening because I'm not putting in the effort. I really need to pull myself together before everything really does go screwside.
On another note, we're reading Siddhartha in English.
I would rather like to punch Siddhartha and tell him to get over himself. I'm obviously a bad person.