Stupid and Nervous
I'm feeling really antsy right now.
I've got Solo and Ensemble in a few hours (eeek!) and I'm worried that things will go wrong or something. I dunno. I'm just feeling slightly tense from this, almost sick in my stomach from all the damn butterflies (I bet that cereal had caterpillars in it. D:) hoping that nothing goes wrong with my solo, and that all the girls for the ensemble I'm in show up and yadda yadda yadda so forth.
However,when I get nervous I get really stupid and snappish.
I've already taken it out on a couple people, which isn't too good. Snappy July makes for a July that really tends to flame first and that's not good.
Sorry,
fhajad. D: It wasn't right for me to take it out on you for being what seemed to me just generally wangsty about Cody and her parents and stuff, but I wanted to put my own opinion out there and I ended up hurting you, and I'm sorry.
Board wise, however, I'm not too apologetic, because I know it had been annoying a lot of people. But I had said to myself and other people that I had been planning on trying to stay out of it because I didn't want to do anything stupid. Well, I've probably already done the stupid, so I probably deserve some sort of smiting. Or something.
In other news, oh god twoish hours till I need to be at the school it is at. D:
I've got Solo and Ensemble in a few hours (eeek!) and I'm worried that things will go wrong or something. I dunno. I'm just feeling slightly tense from this, almost sick in my stomach from all the damn butterflies (I bet that cereal had caterpillars in it. D:) hoping that nothing goes wrong with my solo, and that all the girls for the ensemble I'm in show up and yadda yadda yadda so forth.
However,when I get nervous I get really stupid and snappish.
I've already taken it out on a couple people, which isn't too good. Snappy July makes for a July that really tends to flame first and that's not good.
Sorry,
fhajad. D: It wasn't right for me to take it out on you for being what seemed to me just generally wangsty about Cody and her parents and stuff, but I wanted to put my own opinion out there and I ended up hurting you, and I'm sorry.
Board wise, however, I'm not too apologetic, because I know it had been annoying a lot of people. But I had said to myself and other people that I had been planning on trying to stay out of it because I didn't want to do anything stupid. Well, I've probably already done the stupid, so I probably deserve some sort of smiting. Or something.
In other news, oh god twoish hours till I need to be at the school it is at. D: