I am a silly day-dreamer...

Nov 09, 2008 22:11





Where is my lost mind?
I don't know who I am and what I am trying to do anymore.
My dreams have been shattered into pieces.
The fucking life is killing me bit by bit.
And slowly, I'm  killing myself...

Love was torturing me.

I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling.
I hate myself for having this feeling.
I hate everything that has made me have this feeling.
I hate you!
Yet...I still love you...
so much...
so damn much...

The 'you' of yesterday.
The 'you' of history.
The 'you' that has passed me by, and vanished into thin air.
Never coming back.

'Cause I'm broken, when I'm open
I don't feel like I'm strong enough
'Cause I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
I don't feel right when you're gone away...

I am a day-dreamer...
Thinking of you
Dreaming about you
Missing you
Loving you
You...
The crazy you, the hyper you,
the you that made me laugh
the you that made me happy
the you that made me crazy
the you...that I've fallen for...
For so long, so long
Yet I never realized
that
I've fallen for you, too deep, too deep
for you...

I am a day-dreamer...
Looking for a part of my soul
Searching for a piece of my mind
that
You've taken away
from me
Never giving back.
Can you tell me where my heart is?
Or did you throw it away?
It's okay, my dear, it's okay
Because it belongs to you...
Never coming back.

I am a day-dreamer...
Living in the world of yesterday,
Mourning for those lost memories
Bleeding for those shattered pieces of dreams
Leaving today behind...
to be with you
once again
Never coming back.

I am a silly day-dreamer...
Thinking of you
Dreaming about you
Missing you
Loving you
You...

I am your silly day-dreamer...
I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain away.

'Cause I'm broken, when I'm open
I don't feel like I'm strong enough
'Cause I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
I don't feel right when you're gone away...

You've gone away...
You don't feel me here, anymore...

I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away.
I am a silly day-dreamer...
Dreaming about you...
Loving you...
You...



Art by Mall

love, life, angst, julye, hurt, broken

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