julye-chan.deviantart.com/art/HBD-to-me-love-Lavi-forever-91521612 - Mood:
Affection - Listening to: Gekidou_DGM OP
- Reading: Your Lovely Greetings
- Watching: DGM
- Playing: Um, Lavi's Game?
- Eating: Lavi. He's mine as always!
- Drinking: Blood!
Well, in my time zone, today is my BDay~
I know I know, I really wish I could have a great BDay, but seems I couldn't! Yeah, there's no great Bdays, no great years ahead, no great times at all!
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All I could wish is my dear friends would be happy after all~ Yes, I want you all to be happy, and I dont even care 'bout me or my feelings...Just be happy, and smile when you're with me, and that's all I need! When my friend feel happy, then I do, too!
Oh, but I dont feel that way today, and yesterday, and these days....cuz my friends dont, either! They are sad, and upset, and down, and depressed at the same time, on my BDay~ OH, is it great? Yes, it is!
Too great that I dunno what to say now~ I'm speechless~ and too shocked to even think of something to say....
I really feel like shit right now!!! Do you have any idea 'bout how much you all have had me worried over you? And how bad I feel when I'm unable to help you or make you feel better, like you always do? Oh, I'm just a useless idiot!
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Anyway, thank you for all your greetings. It means a lot to me, really!
And thanks a whole bunch for you BDay presents, your great fiction, and your awesome artworks! I'm so touched!
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I wish all the best would come to you, my dear friends! And remember, if you're happy, then I'll be happy, too!
THANK YOU, AGAIN!
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And HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME, JULYE-CHAN! Be stronger, and open up your mind, I know you could be a good friend, neh?
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And LOVE LAVI FOREVER, SHALL WE?
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Its okay! Everything is gonna be okay~