Doomed life of the lucky me XD
Well it seems I have disappeared for over a month, and will continue disappearing~
I'm sorry if I still owe you something that I havent been able to finish, my life has been just...fucked up these days -laughs-
First, everything shattered. My comp died. Internet wass dead. Usb broke. Cellphone's balance was expired. AI's activation key was missing. Deadlines were coming. People have been waiting, or my WHOLE CLASS to be exact. Isnt that great guys?
No, obviously not good enough. Because 4 weeks after being isolated from the world, on an effing rainy day when the heavy rain was pouring down on me (which was just a few days ago, I got hit by a car in such a stupid accident (that was the bastard's fault, mind you) and my legs got hurt, I havent been able to walk normally~
And yesterday, just when I thought everything could not go worse, it DID! I woke up at 5AM to prepare for school only to find my whole tummy was struck so hard by pain and I collapsed immediately and could not move at all without getting hit by the pain any further and throwing up. Couldnt shove anything down my throat for over a whole day, not even pure water, without throwing up. I have to admit that at that time I wished to die, the pain was way too unbearable that death suddenly sounded so sweet to me. Dad was worried sick and so was mom, even though dad is a doctor. I missed 2 classes already and I was so close to getting hospitalized. Yet as stupid and risky as it sounded, I was determined to drag my dying body to school at noon because there was a test I could not miss, with dad taking me there of course. I'm not sure if it was a right choice though, because I ended up stuck in the school toilet most of the time throwing up.
And now it turned out that I've got some severe sickness called Endométriose that would lead me to a downfall. If this pain keeps up I might have to take a surgery, which I dont wanna think of right now. Either that, or dying in pain haha.
Though I know its really inevitable. -sighs-
I dunno how long I'm gonna last XD
Guess I'm gonna take a few more days off from school and stick with my bed then.
Pray for me if you care enough ^^ Thats the best you can do for me.
Gotta sleep for a while. Love you guys.
I'm sorry if I still owe you something that I havent been able to finish, my life has been just...fucked up these days -laughs-
First, everything shattered. My comp died. Internet wass dead. Usb broke. Cellphone's balance was expired. AI's activation key was missing. Deadlines were coming. People have been waiting, or my WHOLE CLASS to be exact. Isnt that great guys?
No, obviously not good enough. Because 4 weeks after being isolated from the world, on an effing rainy day when the heavy rain was pouring down on me (which was just a few days ago, I got hit by a car in such a stupid accident (that was the bastard's fault, mind you) and my legs got hurt, I havent been able to walk normally~
And yesterday, just when I thought everything could not go worse, it DID! I woke up at 5AM to prepare for school only to find my whole tummy was struck so hard by pain and I collapsed immediately and could not move at all without getting hit by the pain any further and throwing up. Couldnt shove anything down my throat for over a whole day, not even pure water, without throwing up. I have to admit that at that time I wished to die, the pain was way too unbearable that death suddenly sounded so sweet to me. Dad was worried sick and so was mom, even though dad is a doctor. I missed 2 classes already and I was so close to getting hospitalized. Yet as stupid and risky as it sounded, I was determined to drag my dying body to school at noon because there was a test I could not miss, with dad taking me there of course. I'm not sure if it was a right choice though, because I ended up stuck in the school toilet most of the time throwing up.
And now it turned out that I've got some severe sickness called Endométriose that would lead me to a downfall. If this pain keeps up I might have to take a surgery, which I dont wanna think of right now. Either that, or dying in pain haha.
Though I know its really inevitable. -sighs-
I dunno how long I'm gonna last XD
Guess I'm gonna take a few more days off from school and stick with my bed then.
Pray for me if you care enough ^^ Thats the best you can do for me.
Gotta sleep for a while. Love you guys.