Missing the old days...T^T
Really...
I'm currently writing some humor fic. And I accidentally opened up an old memory by re-reading that old fic we wrote together for Lavi's Birthday last year, and now I feel like crying again. I can't believe time have flied that fast! It never even waited for me, dammit!
A momment before I was with all of my Lavi fellows and I hoped things would not change so fast, and here I am, alone.
They all left me.
Of course it was all my fault.
Anyway, I just wanted to post that fic here. I really love it because we made it together for 25 long days...it was one of my happiest memories and I would never forget that time. I swear!
Considering it was very long with 10 chapters...I'm just gonna post the link...but I always want to remember that. I loved everyone there, I really did, and still do. I miss them so damn much. I miss the old days. I miss our old Lavi FC...
I miss my dear partner...who is an idiot for God's sake! He left me for good! But still, I miss him terribly.
[RP fic] LAVI'S TROUBLE CELEBRATION (For Lavi's BDay 2008- by our members)
We really had a great time...-sighs-
I really am an idiot for living in the past, again. Dammit! >< -shot-
And now I have no idea what to do for the upcoming Lavi's Bday, considering I'm pretty much alone now. I know I have my dear friends there, but it's just..not the same and I can't do as much as I did last year. Not without 'that one'. I'm being a worthless idiot again.
I don't even wanna think about my Birthday with my state right now..
What am I going to do, Lavi?