lot on my mind
I am at circle centre waiting for ashley, and I have a lot on my mind. I still haven't heard back about the internship, but at the same time I'm scared to hear either way. I don't quite know what to do in either case yet. Its a little nerve wracking: like being perched on the tip of a very large mountain and knowing that fate will push you either one direction or the other, and knowing that once you're pushed things will progress so quickly that you'll only be able to avert disaster with a little quick thinking and a LOT of luck. Let's be honest: I'm terrified. Things will either be a complete disaster or the ride of my life.
one thing is for sure: I can handle it so long as paul is by my side. Figuratively, of course. I might have to be away for a while, but so long as I still end up with him after everything, I will be okay, if a little worse for the tear. I am scared, but he adds a little security in that he promised me he wouldn't let anything come between us. He'll chase me. He promised.
one thing is for sure: I can handle it so long as paul is by my side. Figuratively, of course. I might have to be away for a while, but so long as I still end up with him after everything, I will be okay, if a little worse for the tear. I am scared, but he adds a little security in that he promised me he wouldn't let anything come between us. He'll chase me. He promised.