need a life. someone help me
well nothing right now. still sitten here at school wishing that it was over. I cant wait to go home. well maybe 4-th block wont be so bad. we might be makin cookies so that wont be so bad.. I like cookies. well the 17th of this month made Ricky and I 17 months of being together. and wow thats a long time.well I still have no job and I need to find one fast cause mom lost her job and we are in a sticky spot.I have no clue what in the world are we gonna do. Ricky says not to worry about it.it really ticks me off when mom brings up about selling my car and then Ricky agrees with her. I need my car and all that he says is. you dont need that car. UH WELL IF I GET A FREAKIN JOB I'LL NEED A JOB. AND THEN well he said well if u get rid of the car u dont need a job. well if i want some extra money. I NEED A FREAKING JOB. Right now I am just so stressed out about everything and I cant think. the more I try to think the more my head hurts.I ordered the Evanescence Cd. The "ANYWHERE BUT HOME" cd/dvd.. I cant wait for it to come in. I need some drowing out right now. if anyone knows what I mean.Like anyone does No one even reads this journal. at least I dont think that anyone reads this. I really dont giva hoot if anyone does. or doesnt. I need a life.. and if anyone finds one and dont really need it.. pass it my freaking way,lol.. right now I am still doing nothing I have got done with all my acct.and just sitting here, like always. and this is what school is good for.lol..Only to feel bord. lol.. well anyways.. I am outtie!L8TER!