speak.
one should never speak.
only write.
you will only make a bigger fool out of yourself.
.and what does this mean? You can write but you cannot speak correctly?
a lack of social skills... I believe I covered that needed skill with images of happiness. False images actually. Who is one to say I've ever been happy? It's a lie I tell you. A lie. It is a false belief that I was once happy. I did, in fact, cover my social skills up with false images. I did. I do not think they will ever come back. Its hard to dig something out that has been buried for awhile...
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. I'm content... I will never be the same. I'll never be the same.
I'll stop. I'll stop. I'll stop. I'll smile more, I promise. I'll smile everyday... ha, i'm lying. I will never smile.. It doesnt work. My happineass is the same as my loneliness. It doesn't matter.
Tonight we fall. Tonight we will not wake up.