Heartbroken

May 14, 2007 09:00

My babygirl is spinning into a downward way and there is so much stress around her and there is nothing I can do to help her right now . I know that she needs to hear from Kitty or about Kitty because it is affecting her health .
Her medical condition is out of control at the moment so much going on now I wish that my girl had a much better chance in this life right now I fear that she will begin to give up because it is so much now .
I really hope that this makes her stronger and she comes out of this I feel like things get a little better and then it is taken back 3 steps I know that this is what we all signed up for but my god my heart is completely breaking right now because I can't do anything to help .
I just pray for Steph to have as much as a painless passing as possible and for her family to heal and have peace at the fact that their strong fighter fought it to the end and loved so many and helped so many people ...they have such a wonderful spirit that has been with them and I know that this is the hardest thing for them now and my prayers are with them and her.
I will fight to keep my babygirl here with us and to hold her up when she feels like falling...
Life right now is so hectic for me and I just want time to slow down but that won't happen I just have to keep up the pace or I will break to. Happy Belated to all of the mothers on here .....
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