Road to nowhere
Well, it's November now and as usual, things are rather quiet lately. My school life is still full of crap (well no duh)...and I'm still pissed at my sister....older sister who I might say evidently pathethic in my book. But why do I care....oh well not that anyone here would know in the world. During my semestral break, well it was my boring two weeks of my entire life in a literal sense. Not that it matters.
Lately, it's been pretty gloomy not the depression kind of thing but since it's November that means it's 'her' birthday and knowing my family, they probably won't say anything to her considered what happened last year. *shudders* And the crappy thing is, I'm being ignoramous myself not that I'm against it though. My family has been a bit quiet except for our annoying relative on our father's side....a blabbermouth to boot.
Man, sometimes the only way out of your life is to get out there. Actually, I like it that way because as usual, I'm just a nobody to my mom, my sister and my relatives. That includes my so-called friends. Isolating myself isn't that bad though. I don't need anyone's pity. All I have is myself.
Hah, what am I saying??? I sound like someone from an anime.....well not really but if that is the case....I wouldn't mind having a bicycle for Christmas or a laptop to boot so that I don't have to go to the internet cafe, argue with my sister or do my job as a fanfiction writer....Hah
Well, we're graduating soon except for angelic_scar who apparently still have a bargain to fulfill in exchanged for the laptop his parents bought for him but does it matter???
Lately, it's been pretty gloomy not the depression kind of thing but since it's November that means it's 'her' birthday and knowing my family, they probably won't say anything to her considered what happened last year. *shudders* And the crappy thing is, I'm being ignoramous myself not that I'm against it though. My family has been a bit quiet except for our annoying relative on our father's side....a blabbermouth to boot.
Man, sometimes the only way out of your life is to get out there. Actually, I like it that way because as usual, I'm just a nobody to my mom, my sister and my relatives. That includes my so-called friends. Isolating myself isn't that bad though. I don't need anyone's pity. All I have is myself.
Hah, what am I saying??? I sound like someone from an anime.....well not really but if that is the case....I wouldn't mind having a bicycle for Christmas or a laptop to boot so that I don't have to go to the internet cafe, argue with my sister or do my job as a fanfiction writer....Hah
Well, we're graduating soon except for angelic_scar who apparently still have a bargain to fulfill in exchanged for the laptop his parents bought for him but does it matter???