Kripke is totally an abusive boyfriend.
I'm feeling conflicted. I love Dean and his hawtness, but based on the spoilers I've read, I just can't watch anymore. I'll watch 4.19, just to see the fuckery they come up with (and to see Dean's killer face), and maybe 4.21, but that's it. And maybe not even 4.21, I'm sure I'll be able to find the good parts on youtube or something.
The major things that get me are this: the lack of consistent rules, and the character portrayal. Yeah, It may make sense for them in some way, but that's not what I wanna see happen. They're not who I fell in love with. They're not brothers anymore. I could've withstood the powers thing if it was Sam's own efforts, like in many fics, but this...NO. DO NOT WANT. And Ruby better fucking die this season, or Kripke's definitely getting some rock salt from me. If the writers really do read fanfic, you'd think they'd be more original. Sam going evil? So anticlimactic. What was the point of the last 2+ seasons then? Now, Dean going evil would've been nicely shocking. This shit, or a form of it, has been around in S2.
Maybe I'm just too logical for it. The Bible has so many holes and contradictions that it's ridiculous. Hence why I never became a believer. I never was. I was a cynical little heathen even in elementary school. SPN was going downhill, but then they bring in a prophet, aaand they lost me. THE WHALE SHARK IS JUMPED. I won't even get into all the issues I have with all that, I'd be here for hours and work myself into a frenzy and never get to sleep. Other illogical things: The whole Ruby thing. I'm pretty sure demons have their own rules to play by. There's no way a low-level black-eyed demon can increase the powers from a fallen angel. Nuh uh. Can't go from black-eyed to yellow-eyes level by drinking sulfur-laced blood. Fuck no.
WHERE IS THEIR COMMON SENSE?!?!?! They're both smart boys, where'd their brains go? Sam's must've gotten rotted by demon blood, and maybe Dean left his smartness in Hell. That must've been the part of him he left behind. He really should go back and get it.
And maybe the biggest thing for me? DESTINY. Fucking destiny. One thing that I loved about the show was that destiny had no role with the Winchesters. They played by nobody's rules. They might get controlled a little, but somehow they break free and defeat their enemy. They create their own fate. And now they're at the whims of both sides. Ugh. I'm so disappointed.
Tigriswolf recently wrote something that exactly portrays what the show should've been like: There will be a door. I wish she could've been writing the show all along. The fans know better than the writers themselves.
For me, canon will end after "Family Remains" and perhaps some scattered bits from the other eps. No demon blood, especially. Ugh.
I'll still be active in fandom, I'll keep writing and reading, maybe even read some of the late S4 and S5 fic. But that's it. Feel free to watch the show and talk about with me, but I just can't watch it myself.
Stay tuned to see if I end up crawling back to that fucking bastard anyway. Maybe in mid-S5, I do kinda wanna see Lucifer and fighting!boys. Better not be any powers tho.
It would be so easy. I could let go and keep watching. But I won't. I'm better than that. I will hold on to my values and preferences.
Tangent: I've been reading Nietzsche for one of my classes, and S4 is chock full of places it could be applied. Especially on Sam. Is he good, bad or evil? Maybe I'm channeling Nietzsche, for S4 reeks, it STINKS of the slave morality.
The major things that get me are this: the lack of consistent rules, and the character portrayal. Yeah, It may make sense for them in some way, but that's not what I wanna see happen. They're not who I fell in love with. They're not brothers anymore. I could've withstood the powers thing if it was Sam's own efforts, like in many fics, but this...NO. DO NOT WANT. And Ruby better fucking die this season, or Kripke's definitely getting some rock salt from me. If the writers really do read fanfic, you'd think they'd be more original. Sam going evil? So anticlimactic. What was the point of the last 2+ seasons then? Now, Dean going evil would've been nicely shocking. This shit, or a form of it, has been around in S2.
Maybe I'm just too logical for it. The Bible has so many holes and contradictions that it's ridiculous. Hence why I never became a believer. I never was. I was a cynical little heathen even in elementary school. SPN was going downhill, but then they bring in a prophet, aaand they lost me. THE WHALE SHARK IS JUMPED. I won't even get into all the issues I have with all that, I'd be here for hours and work myself into a frenzy and never get to sleep. Other illogical things: The whole Ruby thing. I'm pretty sure demons have their own rules to play by. There's no way a low-level black-eyed demon can increase the powers from a fallen angel. Nuh uh. Can't go from black-eyed to yellow-eyes level by drinking sulfur-laced blood. Fuck no.
WHERE IS THEIR COMMON SENSE?!?!?! They're both smart boys, where'd their brains go? Sam's must've gotten rotted by demon blood, and maybe Dean left his smartness in Hell. That must've been the part of him he left behind. He really should go back and get it.
And maybe the biggest thing for me? DESTINY. Fucking destiny. One thing that I loved about the show was that destiny had no role with the Winchesters. They played by nobody's rules. They might get controlled a little, but somehow they break free and defeat their enemy. They create their own fate. And now they're at the whims of both sides. Ugh. I'm so disappointed.
Tigriswolf recently wrote something that exactly portrays what the show should've been like: There will be a door. I wish she could've been writing the show all along. The fans know better than the writers themselves.
For me, canon will end after "Family Remains" and perhaps some scattered bits from the other eps. No demon blood, especially. Ugh.
I'll still be active in fandom, I'll keep writing and reading, maybe even read some of the late S4 and S5 fic. But that's it. Feel free to watch the show and talk about with me, but I just can't watch it myself.
Stay tuned to see if I end up crawling back to that fucking bastard anyway. Maybe in mid-S5, I do kinda wanna see Lucifer and fighting!boys. Better not be any powers tho.
It would be so easy. I could let go and keep watching. But I won't. I'm better than that. I will hold on to my values and preferences.
Tangent: I've been reading Nietzsche for one of my classes, and S4 is chock full of places it could be applied. Especially on Sam. Is he good, bad or evil? Maybe I'm channeling Nietzsche, for S4 reeks, it STINKS of the slave morality.