May 03, 2008 14:47
It's been a month since my last entry. I don't even remember what the fuck I wrote last time. Something about my feet hurting or some shit. Anyway, lately things have been going really badly. The Anonymous cast party definately changed alot of things with me. I dont really think I want to get into them but trust me, it was a big night. Since then, I've been sinking in a deeper state of depression. It's been a while since I've been this sad all the time. Something always kept my spirits up. Not this time.
I gave up on Cameron. We're not talking anymore. I had to stop.
NYU gave me a 50% scholarship for this summer. Oh wait, I don't think I wrote it in here. Yeah, I got into the NYU CAP21 Summer program. Something I found out the other day was that almost 1,000 kids auditioned and only 64 got chosen. Talk about feeling special right?
Yesterday was exactly TWO MONTHS TILL NYU SUMMER STARTS.
depression,
nyu cap21,
cameron