Prayers; Chapter Seven
Choi Siwon X mystery idol
Rating: NC-17 for language, sexual themes
The whole audience began applauding madly and everyone seemed out of their minds with lust. It was at this point that the narrating DJ came back and said something Siwon didn’t pay attention to about opening up the dance floor and thanking ‘Blaze Divine’ for his heavenly performance. Siwon felt lightheaded. The beers he had pounded back so quickly were not helping either, and as he stood up to leave the room spun. Siwon’s alcohol tolerance was non-existent especially because of his lifestyle choice, so five beers on an empty stomach were enough to make him feel very drunk. He decided to go to the restroom to calm down or throw up or something when he realized there was a huge line waiting. He desperately needed to stop the room from spinning or else he really was going to throw up.
He walked past the guy’s bathroom and made his way down a hallway to where it said the ladies bathroom was, thinking that a gay bar with male strippers wouldn’t have many women, and he was right. A drag queen or two made their way out of the bathroom in time for Siwon to make his way in and they didn’t seem to care at all about him using the ladies room. Thanking God for small favors, he was alone in the empty girl’s room, and he made his way to a bathroom stall. He figured maybe he could sit on the toilet seat or something to cool himself off in privacy or be somewhere close to a toilet in case he needed to puke. He chose one of the farthest stalls into the restroom in case anyone else wanted to come in and hoped that they wouldn’t pass by him if they needed to use one.
He took a deep breath and took off his glasses and hat to cool down his head. Unfortunately, just then someone made their way into the bathroom and Siwon froze mid-forehead wipe. His eyes snapped open wide when he heard a male voice call out “Yeah whatever bitches! I don’t even care!” The door slammed shut and he heard a ‘tsk’ and a sigh come from whichever guy had walked in. He had started to mumble to himself, “bitches know I use this bathroom more than the damn guys one shit.” Another sigh. Siwon shivered violently despite the heat in his whole body when he realized that he recognized that voice. Siwon would have cursed if he hadn’t been brought up so severely by his parents not to, and immediately thought of ways to sneak out of the women’s bathroom that now had him and Key alone together. Siwon’s glasses slipped out of his hand and hit the floor with a clatter. He heard a slight swish as he thought Key might have turned in his direction.
“Whoever the hell is in here better not come the fuck out until I say the coast is clear. I’m getting dressed right now and I don’t feel like going into a cramped ass stall to do it. Unless you wanna see more of my naked ass, then come the fuck out, but bitch you best be patient and wait til I’m done.” Key snapped.
Siwon didn’t move a muscle.
“Did you hear me?” Key snapped back. Siwon wasn’t sure if he could pull off a female voice to respond back. He managed a “mhmm” in a generally high pitch. Siwon was completely confused as to just why the hell Key needed to use the public bathroom. Didn’t he have one himself? Or maybe did they not have dressing rooms?
“Good.” Key said. A little bit more swishing and what Siwon thought was Key putting his clothes back on later and he finally said, “Ok you can come out now if you’re done, I’m dressed.”
Siwon didn’t move an inch. He heard the door open and close and a few beats went by. He put his glasses back on with his hat and peeked out of the stall to see if the coast was clear. He was ALMOST caught by the one person he didn’t want knowing he was here the most. He looked at the reflection of himself and made sure his disguise was properly in place before turning to run out of the restroom, when he saw the door swing open again.
Siwon could have passed out.
Key had come back and grabbed a tube of mascara that he had left on the sink counter, when he turned and looked at Siwon. They locked eyes and Siwon stood as still as a statue, feeling as close to a deer in headlights as one could feel. He grunted out a much deeper voiced response and said, “Sorry, the guy’s bathroom was full” and began to nearly sprint past Key to the exit. He fervently wished his disguise held up. He was almost in the clear when a strong hand grabbed him by the crook of the arm, preventing further passage. Key stared up into Siwon’s eyes and recognition plastered his face.
“You made it.” Key said.
Siwon felt like he was going to die right there. This was not happening. This could not be happening. Why the FUCK did he do this? Where did his good judgment disappear to? Who was he anymore? He could only stutter in response.
Key quickly grabbed Siwon’s hand and pulled him out of the ladies room and further down the dark hallway. Siwon was so startled he didn’t know what to do. He just saw room after room pass by when finally they reached a door that said ‘Blaze Divine’ in shiny letters that Key opened and pushed him into.
There they stood. Key locked the dressing room door and stood in between it and Siwon. Siwon was finally alone with Key again. Key had seen through the disguise, and was right in knowing that he would come tonight. He gave Siwon a once over and smiled.
“I almost didn’t recognize you. The belly is a great touch.” he said.
“I….” any more words died in Siwon’s throat. Siwon frantically wanted to push past Key to get out of there, but he couldn’t help but stare at his clothes. It was the same outfit from the strip show without the jacket. The white shirt was complete with the black slacks but it was unbuttoned halfway, showing a beautiful display of Key’s chest. Key looked at the bulge in Siwon’s pants and smiled evilly.
“Is that for me?” He grinned maniacally.
“I need to get out of here,” was the only thing Siwon could reply. He moved closer to Key to leave when Key simply reached down and grabbed hungrily at Siwon’s package. Siwon instinctively shuddered and stepped back into the room away from Key. Key took his surprise to turn on some red and white Christmas lights that he had decorated the room with, and shut off the main lamp. Key then stepped closer to Siwon and Siwon backed up another step into the purple velvet couch at the end of the room. Siwon turned to acknowledge the couch for a second and when he turned again, Key was busy unbuttoning his white shirt like he had done on stage.
Siwon’s whole body burned in response. His still slightly drunk head swam from the beer and the heat in the room which was only because of Key making it that hot. Soon enough, Key’s delicate hands were stripping Siwon of his disguise, the hat, glasses and fake moustache now sitting quietly in a small pile on his makeup counter. Siwon pushed at Key to make him stop when Key completely slipped out of his shirt, causing Siwon to pause again. Siwon recovered from his hesitation and tried scooting past Key one final time when Key grabbed him from behind. Key’s hands grasped Siwon’s body, one hand grabbed into his right pec muscle while the other rubbed swiftly down to his dick and Siwon’s hips bucked uncontrollably. Key’s hard penis pressed into him on his right cheek and Siwon’s mind swam with lust.
“Don’t….. please.” Key begged.
Siwon turned around to face Key. He made swift work of Siwon’s hoodie and fake belly to finally get Siwon stripped down to the plain black t-shirt he had on under the disguise. Siwon looked so deliciously lost. His hair was ruffled and his face was bewildered, but he let himself be guided back to the couch by Key. Like a lost little child in the body of a full grown, beautiful man, Key drank in his companion’s appearance, and gently guided him to sit on the couch. Key tentatively ran a hand into Siwon’s hair. Their eyes had been locked up until then. Key’s were knowing and deep, while Siwon’s had been wide in fear and uncertainty, but Siwon’s eyes closed at how good Key’s fingers felt scraping softly into his scalp. A tiny “uh” escaped Siwon’s lips at Key’s touch, when Key bent down and kissed Siwon long and soft on the lips.
THAT felt good.
Siwon had kissed a few girls before in his life and it just had never felt right. THIS, this felt so deliciously right a large part of his religious strength was rocked to the core. How could something that felt so good be so bad?
Key’s hands found their way into Siwon’s hair and Siwon’s inexperienced mouth found some semblance of a rhythm while Key took the lead. Key pushed further into Siwon, causing his back to relax into the cushions of the couch, and Key straddled Siwon’s hips. Siwon’s hands, that hung limply at his sides up until now were guided by Key’s to his naked chest. Siwon gasped at this and looked into Key’s eyes for approval, and Key merely returned his questioning eyes with an even more passionate kiss. This time, Key’s tongue licked at Siwon’s very slightly open mouth. His beautiful lips were wet with Key’s lip-gloss that tasted like vanilla, and Key pressed his tongue into Siwon’s mouth. THAT was a first, Siwon acknowledged with wide eyes. It felt SO good that his eyes fluttered closed again when he cautiously returned the action with his own tongue.
Key moaned into Siwon’s mouth and that was almost too much for Siwon to bear. His cock twitched at such a delicious sound. Siwon felt the gyrations of such a tight body rock into him ravenously, and under his fingers he felt the deliciously slick feeling of oiled up, lean muscle. Key then took the initiative further and began taking Siwon’s shirt off. Siwon was about to protest when Key’s mid-pant face with a lock of his hair falling delicately over one eye gazed into his eyes, causing Siwon to forget his protest entirely.
“Wow darling, who knew you had such a beautiful body hiding under that uniform all this time?” Key drank in Siwon’s chest with his makeup covered eyes. Siwon felt self conscious, but eventually forgot himself when Key’s hands found their home on his skin. Massaging the tender skin like no one had ever done in his entire life, Siwon was about to go insane from the pleasure. His taught muscles made Key go wild with lust, and they began making out again. Key’s tongue formed a rhythm in time with the pulse of his hips into Siwon. It was just too hot for Siwon to bear. He pushed Key off slightly for a very much needed breath, and rested his hands on Key’s thighs still straddling his frame on the couch.
“This is too much. I can’t, I need a minute here,” Siwon gasped.
Key got up off of Siwon and put his hands on Siwon’s knees. “Baby, don’t you worry about a thing. I’m going to make it all better.” And with that, Key swiftly removed Siwon’s pants and pushed them to the floor. Siwon gasped and stared in open-mouthed shock.
“I…. I can’t…. this is…” Siwon said as he covered his rock hard erection with his hands. Key placed a decisive finger onto Siwon’s mouth. Just like his dream in the movie theater, Key whispered, “shhhh….” and proceeded to get on his knees in between Siwon’s open legs. Key looked deep into Siwon’s eyes, gently removed Siwon’s hands, and looked at his hard dick licking his plump lips. Siwon’s own lips were still smattered slightly with Key’s shiny lip-gloss, and his mouth hung slightly open, taking in breaths sparingly while watching Key’s every move. Without another word, Key grabbed Siwon and started pumping.
A gasp ripped through Siwon like never before, and Key took this as a chance to begin. He gave a torturously slow lick to the slit of Siwon’s head and Siwon nearly came right there. Siwon’s mind was gone. All that mattered right now was the feeling of that deliciously hot mouth, now locking its sumptuous lips around his head. Key’s tongue swirled around Siwon’s top as his lips tightened in a wet embrace around Siwon’s shaft. Key pushed his mouth farther down onto Siwon and pulled back up, swirling his tongue again around Siwon’s head and repeating that motion in quick succession.
Siwon was eliciting a series of some of the hottest moans Key had ever heard. They were so desperate and so sexy because of how beautifully lost in passion Siwon was, that Key’s own dick throbbed painfully in his tight pants. He unzipped himself and started to jerk off in time with his mouth’s thrusts. His other hand lightly massaged Siwon’s balls, and Key took Siwon deeper into him. Key’s tongue and mouth and lips were Siwon’s world now. Like a mantra in his head, he thought only about the delirious pleasure now ripping through his body because of those dangerously fantastic pair of lips. He had never felt this hot in his entire life.
Key started a rhythmic pumping of Siwon with his mouth, and sucked hard, hollowing his cheeks around Siwon’s shaft and came up to the top, smacking with a pop. He licked up more drops of pre-cum that freely flowed from Siwon’s swollen member and came back down onto him with a vengeance. The pumping action as well as the fact that Key was now taking all of Siwon into his throat forced the most exquisite pants to leave Siwon’s body in time with each pump. Key’s hand that stroked himself kept up the rhythm and felt very close himself.
The heat was building inside and he was so close to erupting. Key’s hand left Siwon’s balls and came up to stroke his shaft quickly in time with his tight, hot mouth and Siwon’s hips convulsed as he roared, “I’m coming!” Key furiously pumped Siwon as Siwon’s whole body froze in utter ecstasy. His face contorted into the vision of delicious rapture, and Key pumped the last of Siwon, every last drop, into his waiting mouth. He swallowed all of him quickly, and rapidly finished jerking himself off with the beautiful vision of a completely spent and gasping Siwon, now collapsing in a twitching sweaty heap into the couch.
There were no words.
Siwon finally opened his eyes to see Key wiping himself up and pulling his own pants back on, and decided he should do the same. As he was pulling his pants back on Key sat down on the couch next to him and ran a hand through his hair. Siwon turned to Key when he finished putting on his pants and Key leaned in to kiss Siwon. This time it wasn’t overly lustful, but sensual, and sweet. Siwon felt a swelling of lust when he realized that he could taste the saltiness of himself on Key’s tongue, and Key pulled Siwon down onto himself. All of this felt so good. Siwon felt so at home with himself. It was as if all those years of pain and worrying had whittled down to this moment of utter bliss. Key also felt deliriously happy at having had this man open such a hidden part of himself finally. He sensed from the moment he saw him that they were alike in that way. Key was worried about how Siwon might and never be able to forgive himself because of such an act, but that could be worried about later. For the time being, they merely kissed and held one another for what seemed like ages, on a purple couch in the back of a gay strip club.
Rating: NC-17 for language, sexual themes
The whole audience began applauding madly and everyone seemed out of their minds with lust. It was at this point that the narrating DJ came back and said something Siwon didn’t pay attention to about opening up the dance floor and thanking ‘Blaze Divine’ for his heavenly performance. Siwon felt lightheaded. The beers he had pounded back so quickly were not helping either, and as he stood up to leave the room spun. Siwon’s alcohol tolerance was non-existent especially because of his lifestyle choice, so five beers on an empty stomach were enough to make him feel very drunk. He decided to go to the restroom to calm down or throw up or something when he realized there was a huge line waiting. He desperately needed to stop the room from spinning or else he really was going to throw up.
He walked past the guy’s bathroom and made his way down a hallway to where it said the ladies bathroom was, thinking that a gay bar with male strippers wouldn’t have many women, and he was right. A drag queen or two made their way out of the bathroom in time for Siwon to make his way in and they didn’t seem to care at all about him using the ladies room. Thanking God for small favors, he was alone in the empty girl’s room, and he made his way to a bathroom stall. He figured maybe he could sit on the toilet seat or something to cool himself off in privacy or be somewhere close to a toilet in case he needed to puke. He chose one of the farthest stalls into the restroom in case anyone else wanted to come in and hoped that they wouldn’t pass by him if they needed to use one.
He took a deep breath and took off his glasses and hat to cool down his head. Unfortunately, just then someone made their way into the bathroom and Siwon froze mid-forehead wipe. His eyes snapped open wide when he heard a male voice call out “Yeah whatever bitches! I don’t even care!” The door slammed shut and he heard a ‘tsk’ and a sigh come from whichever guy had walked in. He had started to mumble to himself, “bitches know I use this bathroom more than the damn guys one shit.” Another sigh. Siwon shivered violently despite the heat in his whole body when he realized that he recognized that voice. Siwon would have cursed if he hadn’t been brought up so severely by his parents not to, and immediately thought of ways to sneak out of the women’s bathroom that now had him and Key alone together. Siwon’s glasses slipped out of his hand and hit the floor with a clatter. He heard a slight swish as he thought Key might have turned in his direction.
“Whoever the hell is in here better not come the fuck out until I say the coast is clear. I’m getting dressed right now and I don’t feel like going into a cramped ass stall to do it. Unless you wanna see more of my naked ass, then come the fuck out, but bitch you best be patient and wait til I’m done.” Key snapped.
Siwon didn’t move a muscle.
“Did you hear me?” Key snapped back. Siwon wasn’t sure if he could pull off a female voice to respond back. He managed a “mhmm” in a generally high pitch. Siwon was completely confused as to just why the hell Key needed to use the public bathroom. Didn’t he have one himself? Or maybe did they not have dressing rooms?
“Good.” Key said. A little bit more swishing and what Siwon thought was Key putting his clothes back on later and he finally said, “Ok you can come out now if you’re done, I’m dressed.”
Siwon didn’t move an inch. He heard the door open and close and a few beats went by. He put his glasses back on with his hat and peeked out of the stall to see if the coast was clear. He was ALMOST caught by the one person he didn’t want knowing he was here the most. He looked at the reflection of himself and made sure his disguise was properly in place before turning to run out of the restroom, when he saw the door swing open again.
Siwon could have passed out.
Key had come back and grabbed a tube of mascara that he had left on the sink counter, when he turned and looked at Siwon. They locked eyes and Siwon stood as still as a statue, feeling as close to a deer in headlights as one could feel. He grunted out a much deeper voiced response and said, “Sorry, the guy’s bathroom was full” and began to nearly sprint past Key to the exit. He fervently wished his disguise held up. He was almost in the clear when a strong hand grabbed him by the crook of the arm, preventing further passage. Key stared up into Siwon’s eyes and recognition plastered his face.
“You made it.” Key said.
Siwon felt like he was going to die right there. This was not happening. This could not be happening. Why the FUCK did he do this? Where did his good judgment disappear to? Who was he anymore? He could only stutter in response.
Key quickly grabbed Siwon’s hand and pulled him out of the ladies room and further down the dark hallway. Siwon was so startled he didn’t know what to do. He just saw room after room pass by when finally they reached a door that said ‘Blaze Divine’ in shiny letters that Key opened and pushed him into.
There they stood. Key locked the dressing room door and stood in between it and Siwon. Siwon was finally alone with Key again. Key had seen through the disguise, and was right in knowing that he would come tonight. He gave Siwon a once over and smiled.
“I almost didn’t recognize you. The belly is a great touch.” he said.
“I….” any more words died in Siwon’s throat. Siwon frantically wanted to push past Key to get out of there, but he couldn’t help but stare at his clothes. It was the same outfit from the strip show without the jacket. The white shirt was complete with the black slacks but it was unbuttoned halfway, showing a beautiful display of Key’s chest. Key looked at the bulge in Siwon’s pants and smiled evilly.
“Is that for me?” He grinned maniacally.
“I need to get out of here,” was the only thing Siwon could reply. He moved closer to Key to leave when Key simply reached down and grabbed hungrily at Siwon’s package. Siwon instinctively shuddered and stepped back into the room away from Key. Key took his surprise to turn on some red and white Christmas lights that he had decorated the room with, and shut off the main lamp. Key then stepped closer to Siwon and Siwon backed up another step into the purple velvet couch at the end of the room. Siwon turned to acknowledge the couch for a second and when he turned again, Key was busy unbuttoning his white shirt like he had done on stage.
Siwon’s whole body burned in response. His still slightly drunk head swam from the beer and the heat in the room which was only because of Key making it that hot. Soon enough, Key’s delicate hands were stripping Siwon of his disguise, the hat, glasses and fake moustache now sitting quietly in a small pile on his makeup counter. Siwon pushed at Key to make him stop when Key completely slipped out of his shirt, causing Siwon to pause again. Siwon recovered from his hesitation and tried scooting past Key one final time when Key grabbed him from behind. Key’s hands grasped Siwon’s body, one hand grabbed into his right pec muscle while the other rubbed swiftly down to his dick and Siwon’s hips bucked uncontrollably. Key’s hard penis pressed into him on his right cheek and Siwon’s mind swam with lust.
“Don’t….. please.” Key begged.
Siwon turned around to face Key. He made swift work of Siwon’s hoodie and fake belly to finally get Siwon stripped down to the plain black t-shirt he had on under the disguise. Siwon looked so deliciously lost. His hair was ruffled and his face was bewildered, but he let himself be guided back to the couch by Key. Like a lost little child in the body of a full grown, beautiful man, Key drank in his companion’s appearance, and gently guided him to sit on the couch. Key tentatively ran a hand into Siwon’s hair. Their eyes had been locked up until then. Key’s were knowing and deep, while Siwon’s had been wide in fear and uncertainty, but Siwon’s eyes closed at how good Key’s fingers felt scraping softly into his scalp. A tiny “uh” escaped Siwon’s lips at Key’s touch, when Key bent down and kissed Siwon long and soft on the lips.
THAT felt good.
Siwon had kissed a few girls before in his life and it just had never felt right. THIS, this felt so deliciously right a large part of his religious strength was rocked to the core. How could something that felt so good be so bad?
Key’s hands found their way into Siwon’s hair and Siwon’s inexperienced mouth found some semblance of a rhythm while Key took the lead. Key pushed further into Siwon, causing his back to relax into the cushions of the couch, and Key straddled Siwon’s hips. Siwon’s hands, that hung limply at his sides up until now were guided by Key’s to his naked chest. Siwon gasped at this and looked into Key’s eyes for approval, and Key merely returned his questioning eyes with an even more passionate kiss. This time, Key’s tongue licked at Siwon’s very slightly open mouth. His beautiful lips were wet with Key’s lip-gloss that tasted like vanilla, and Key pressed his tongue into Siwon’s mouth. THAT was a first, Siwon acknowledged with wide eyes. It felt SO good that his eyes fluttered closed again when he cautiously returned the action with his own tongue.
Key moaned into Siwon’s mouth and that was almost too much for Siwon to bear. His cock twitched at such a delicious sound. Siwon felt the gyrations of such a tight body rock into him ravenously, and under his fingers he felt the deliciously slick feeling of oiled up, lean muscle. Key then took the initiative further and began taking Siwon’s shirt off. Siwon was about to protest when Key’s mid-pant face with a lock of his hair falling delicately over one eye gazed into his eyes, causing Siwon to forget his protest entirely.
“Wow darling, who knew you had such a beautiful body hiding under that uniform all this time?” Key drank in Siwon’s chest with his makeup covered eyes. Siwon felt self conscious, but eventually forgot himself when Key’s hands found their home on his skin. Massaging the tender skin like no one had ever done in his entire life, Siwon was about to go insane from the pleasure. His taught muscles made Key go wild with lust, and they began making out again. Key’s tongue formed a rhythm in time with the pulse of his hips into Siwon. It was just too hot for Siwon to bear. He pushed Key off slightly for a very much needed breath, and rested his hands on Key’s thighs still straddling his frame on the couch.
“This is too much. I can’t, I need a minute here,” Siwon gasped.
Key got up off of Siwon and put his hands on Siwon’s knees. “Baby, don’t you worry about a thing. I’m going to make it all better.” And with that, Key swiftly removed Siwon’s pants and pushed them to the floor. Siwon gasped and stared in open-mouthed shock.
“I…. I can’t…. this is…” Siwon said as he covered his rock hard erection with his hands. Key placed a decisive finger onto Siwon’s mouth. Just like his dream in the movie theater, Key whispered, “shhhh….” and proceeded to get on his knees in between Siwon’s open legs. Key looked deep into Siwon’s eyes, gently removed Siwon’s hands, and looked at his hard dick licking his plump lips. Siwon’s own lips were still smattered slightly with Key’s shiny lip-gloss, and his mouth hung slightly open, taking in breaths sparingly while watching Key’s every move. Without another word, Key grabbed Siwon and started pumping.
A gasp ripped through Siwon like never before, and Key took this as a chance to begin. He gave a torturously slow lick to the slit of Siwon’s head and Siwon nearly came right there. Siwon’s mind was gone. All that mattered right now was the feeling of that deliciously hot mouth, now locking its sumptuous lips around his head. Key’s tongue swirled around Siwon’s top as his lips tightened in a wet embrace around Siwon’s shaft. Key pushed his mouth farther down onto Siwon and pulled back up, swirling his tongue again around Siwon’s head and repeating that motion in quick succession.
Siwon was eliciting a series of some of the hottest moans Key had ever heard. They were so desperate and so sexy because of how beautifully lost in passion Siwon was, that Key’s own dick throbbed painfully in his tight pants. He unzipped himself and started to jerk off in time with his mouth’s thrusts. His other hand lightly massaged Siwon’s balls, and Key took Siwon deeper into him. Key’s tongue and mouth and lips were Siwon’s world now. Like a mantra in his head, he thought only about the delirious pleasure now ripping through his body because of those dangerously fantastic pair of lips. He had never felt this hot in his entire life.
Key started a rhythmic pumping of Siwon with his mouth, and sucked hard, hollowing his cheeks around Siwon’s shaft and came up to the top, smacking with a pop. He licked up more drops of pre-cum that freely flowed from Siwon’s swollen member and came back down onto him with a vengeance. The pumping action as well as the fact that Key was now taking all of Siwon into his throat forced the most exquisite pants to leave Siwon’s body in time with each pump. Key’s hand that stroked himself kept up the rhythm and felt very close himself.
The heat was building inside and he was so close to erupting. Key’s hand left Siwon’s balls and came up to stroke his shaft quickly in time with his tight, hot mouth and Siwon’s hips convulsed as he roared, “I’m coming!” Key furiously pumped Siwon as Siwon’s whole body froze in utter ecstasy. His face contorted into the vision of delicious rapture, and Key pumped the last of Siwon, every last drop, into his waiting mouth. He swallowed all of him quickly, and rapidly finished jerking himself off with the beautiful vision of a completely spent and gasping Siwon, now collapsing in a twitching sweaty heap into the couch.
There were no words.
Siwon finally opened his eyes to see Key wiping himself up and pulling his own pants back on, and decided he should do the same. As he was pulling his pants back on Key sat down on the couch next to him and ran a hand through his hair. Siwon turned to Key when he finished putting on his pants and Key leaned in to kiss Siwon. This time it wasn’t overly lustful, but sensual, and sweet. Siwon felt a swelling of lust when he realized that he could taste the saltiness of himself on Key’s tongue, and Key pulled Siwon down onto himself. All of this felt so good. Siwon felt so at home with himself. It was as if all those years of pain and worrying had whittled down to this moment of utter bliss. Key also felt deliriously happy at having had this man open such a hidden part of himself finally. He sensed from the moment he saw him that they were alike in that way. Key was worried about how Siwon might and never be able to forgive himself because of such an act, but that could be worried about later. For the time being, they merely kissed and held one another for what seemed like ages, on a purple couch in the back of a gay strip club.