:'-(

[julitheogroupy]

im upset and i dont know how to fix it. Its like i have a sad disease. i didnt talk to anyone today or anything and they are like whats wrong and of course i gave the im-so-tired excuse. Its making me and jacob fight non stop and it sucks. I miss him so bad even though i was him yesturday but it feels like i havent seen him in forever. When hes there its not like hes really there at all. Its not his fault its not i dont love him ...im just being weird. I just want us to be normal. school sucked i felt different. im mad at vinny cause jakes mad at me because of him and i dont want to talk to him about stuff anymore. carissas been a meany head and i dont really care to talk to her right now. i know shes upset she cant see nate but its not my fault but what ever she was rude to everyone and no one wants to be around her...poor thing.

i am hungry

Work today blech..... i like this song cuase it has my line in it

tootles<3

The sadness comes
When it's least expected
It's shot out the dark
Straight into our face
The hurt it brings
Can't be stopped
The hurt it brings
Can't be cured

Pre-Chorus
Just when I thought
Things were alright
You came and ripped out my heart
My stomachs full of butterflys
The thought of you gone
It tears me apart

Chorus
I remember you and me
When we used to laugh all night
Until we fell asleep
And i know were through
But i've still got thoughts of you
left inside my head....well, in my head

The love that I
Had for you
Has gone has drifted,
So far away
But your still here
In my head
and your still here
you'll never leave me heart

Pre-chorus

Chorus

So, stop me now
Stop my thoughts because you killing me
But, you dont know it
Though we've grown apart
I'll Still be there for you
Cause I don't want to be Just a memory to you