Mar 30, 2005 14:34
Today was funny...me josh and alex were talking about san fransico and how there are rainbow flags all over the place. Then they were being racist in math today. Mr gureki asked what we did over break. This black kid goes we had a black gathering, and Mr Gureki goes whites have white ones too! the black kid " do they?" Gureki" yeah its the kkk" It was funny. Then later the black kid goes "im not black...im dark brown" It was stupid i was like NO!!!! you are a nigger.
What the hell is love anymore seriously i think it lost its meaning somewhere? I dont remember what it is. what it feels like. What it means....
I hate people! People are horrible and are stupid. Someone stole my dads cd player out of his truck today. Thats the 6th time people have stolen stuff from our house. I cant wait to catch the bastard or until they come into my house and kill us all and strip our house of everything. Then stupid fucks think it is okay to beat their wife and drink and drive. Why does everything bad happen to me? Seriously i hate people. Then people have to talk shit about other people behind their backs. What kinda shit is that?!? Especially my best friend. She's just being a bitch. yeah you.....Then fuckin Greg cant pay 100 thousand dollars of dept so now we have to go to court for that shit when he already owed us a shit load of money. What the hell is wrong with people these days? Rj is a fucking bastard. Last night he came home even though he doesnt feel he was an asshole to everyone the night my mom told him to leave. he straight up told me he didnt care about treating us like shit. Whata shit face! My moms a little bitch like 24 7. my house is haveing a race...a race to see who makes it out alive...I know my dad is trying to do too much at one time and its gonna end up bad. Rjs an ass its going to end up bad... my mom is miserable its going to end up bad. When i went to my grandmas house the other day i noticed every guy in my family treats their wife or girlfriend like shit...i dont want to be like them. Then the fuckin girls put up with that shit. I mean what the fuck even thought im sure i would deal with it too. People in my life are shitty. Seriously if you know me think of someone i have there for me other than 2 people...I have two people who actually give 2 shits about me..thats pathetic
My dad is doing good. I dont know abot Jennifer. I hope she is...I got tickets to Chaos! Im so proud of myself...I dont have to go to school tomorrow cause we are going to sing and then go shopping whata perfect life that would be..... sing and shopping= perfect and nothing else.
Spring Break was fun. I work a lot and hung out with Jake and Dan and ryan a lot. Me and jake were awesome...now school started... and its the same again. I hate school....
Byes Jen