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Im Eating Ice cream and chattingbecause im depressed. Not EMO depressed! That’s where I spill something red and messy, and feel a sting. However, I decided to mess around all night on the Internet and chat to random people. I didn’t want to do anything tonight because I’m sick, tired and very lazy. I felt bad because I ditched Jake but then I took it back because he is out with Dan…… I guess I could have had him come eat ice cream with me, and mess around all night (my parents are gone dur…) but I didn’t think about it because he wanted to go see Hitch. Whatever…. so im alone and bored (I hate being alone)
I have to find some time to hang out with Kissa but we kind of cant because we always work opposite shifts. Some people would say that is a good thing so we can’t have girl-talk but we have had it a lot lately…im kind of starting to like it, it makes me think. I don’t know… a lot of stuff to talk about I guess. Like right now I wish I could tell her stuff because im kind of irritated and yeah. Maybe Monday I will hang out with her but then again I need to see Jake and I don’t want to hang out with both of them at the same time because I don’t. Theres more than one reason so don’t ask. Then Weazil called and I think he was stoned and if he was I’m going to kick his ass because now im worried and stuff. I know what you are going to say…you shouldn’t worry but im going to because im like that and I cant let a friend slip like that.
I have Aims in Tues/Wed…. I hate those stupid tests. There is no point to them. Honors students shouldn’t have to take them. I no that sounds kind of snobbish but oh well. Then Jake and Kissa get to go home while I have to stay and die! WE have been writing a new 5-paragraph essay every class for the past month to get ready for this. It’s so gay. I hope I get sick! Once again they are talking about not making the aims a requirement to graduate. I wish they would FUCKing make up their minds…they should die..
I think I brought up my English grade…yay! Well anyways im going to go drown myself in ZZZZZ. Well not right now because I can’t sleep. I probably wont go to bed till realllllllly late.
Forever and for always,
Jenni Lynne
P.S. Sorry Jake for not going anywhere with you tonight. I’ll make up for it I swear. But I love you more than anything and I hope you have fun with Dan