Meh
So today (well, technically yesterday) was my birthday. Can't say I was very excited about it . . . for a lot of reasons, which I won't get into here . . . except to say nothing in my life is as I want it to be. Very depressing. My family took me to dinner at Romeo's and did a little celebration, but my heart wasn't in it. Then I was supposed to go out with some friends and Mexican martini it up, but I ended up canceling because a friend went through some heavy stuff today and needed emotional support. Her problem puts my general malaise into perspective. My problems are small, and I should remember that. Things could be much worse. But still, I can't help but hope that my life is better sorted out this time next year . . . .