where is your boy tonight? i hope he is a gentleman.
i have a boyfriend...
1 MINUTE AGO: read rachel's journal
1 HOUR AGO: um...drove to the movie theater
1 DAY AGO: is that yesterday? *thinks* i didn't shower...talked to Zack online, ronnie came over, went and bugged Randy...about it.
1 YEAR AGO: i was probibly talking to Adam about to date him...
I HURT: on the inside
I LOVE: someone that will never love me
I HATE: feeling this way
I FEAR: being alone
I HOPE: this pain can go away
I FEEL: anxious and confused
I HIDE: in my room behind music and books and this silly computer
I DRIVE: as often as my parents will let me
I MISS: him
I LEARNED: that life isn't fun
I NEED: to not feel this way
I THINK: i'm ugly and not worth anything to anyone
FIRSTS
First screen name: i don't know...but i wanted it to be Jay..and that was taken
First piercing/tattoo: i was like 12...my ears
First credit card: uh..my grandma got me a prepaid one this christmas...
First enemy: Brandy in 6th, and 7th grade...we really just hated eachother
First concert: well my dad always took me to classical concerts and what-not, but the first one i picked was civic tour...
First musician you remember hearing in your house: i have no clue, i've heard 'em all
LASTS
Last big car ride: comming home from kentucky
Last kiss: um...that one time in guitar class...don't remember exactly when it was
Last library book: a fish book for a paper i had to do
Last movie seen: Rocky Horror Picture Show
In the theatre: *tries to remember* oh! Princess Diaries 2
Last food consumed: spagetti
Last phone call: ZACK<3
Last CD played: fall out boy
Last drink drank: milk
Last time scolded: erm...yesterday i believe
SHORT ANSWER
I AM: pathetic
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: heartache
I WISH: this would all just fade away
I HATE: me
I WONDER: if anyone really loves me
I LOVE: him
I ACHE: for something more
I ALWAYS: feel low
I DANCE: when no one's watching
I SING: alot
I CRY: when i'm sad
I AM NOT ALWAYS: what people expect
I WRITE: all the time
I WIN: always and never at the same time
I LOSE: hope every day
I CONFUSE: everyone
I NEED: love
I SHOULD: get over this
YES or NO
YOU KEEP A DIARY: JOURNAL!! and sorta, i've been neglecting
YOU LIKE TO COOK: sometimes...
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE: possibly..i don't remember
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yes, i suppose
WANT TO GET MARRIED: more then anything
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: with my mom..my dad thinks i don't talk to him enough
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes, unless it's really loud and i'm trying to sleep
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dirty blonde
FAVORITES
NUMBER: 16
COLOR: GREEN or red and black
DAYS: none
MONTH: no particualr favored
SONG(S): "julie" by hot water music
SEASON: winter
DRINK: mountain dew...but i don't drink soda, so water i guess
PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle...i've never made out
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? i believe so
BOUGHT SOMETHING? not with my money...
GOTTEN SICK? made myself..yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES? watched a movie
SAID 'i love you'?: yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: yes
TALKED TO AN EX?: *ponders* nah..i think i talked to doug the day before
MISSED AN EX?: kinda sorta but not really
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: live journal
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: i guess
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes...parents count, right?
1 MINUTE AGO: read rachel's journal
1 HOUR AGO: um...drove to the movie theater
1 DAY AGO: is that yesterday? *thinks* i didn't shower...talked to Zack online, ronnie came over, went and bugged Randy...about it.
1 YEAR AGO: i was probibly talking to Adam about to date him...
I HURT: on the inside
I LOVE: someone that will never love me
I HATE: feeling this way
I FEAR: being alone
I HOPE: this pain can go away
I FEEL: anxious and confused
I HIDE: in my room behind music and books and this silly computer
I DRIVE: as often as my parents will let me
I MISS: him
I LEARNED: that life isn't fun
I NEED: to not feel this way
I THINK: i'm ugly and not worth anything to anyone
FIRSTS
First screen name: i don't know...but i wanted it to be Jay..and that was taken
First piercing/tattoo: i was like 12...my ears
First credit card: uh..my grandma got me a prepaid one this christmas...
First enemy: Brandy in 6th, and 7th grade...we really just hated eachother
First concert: well my dad always took me to classical concerts and what-not, but the first one i picked was civic tour...
First musician you remember hearing in your house: i have no clue, i've heard 'em all
LASTS
Last big car ride: comming home from kentucky
Last kiss: um...that one time in guitar class...don't remember exactly when it was
Last library book: a fish book for a paper i had to do
Last movie seen: Rocky Horror Picture Show
In the theatre: *tries to remember* oh! Princess Diaries 2
Last food consumed: spagetti
Last phone call: ZACK<3
Last CD played: fall out boy
Last drink drank: milk
Last time scolded: erm...yesterday i believe
SHORT ANSWER
I AM: pathetic
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: heartache
I WISH: this would all just fade away
I HATE: me
I WONDER: if anyone really loves me
I LOVE: him
I ACHE: for something more
I ALWAYS: feel low
I DANCE: when no one's watching
I SING: alot
I CRY: when i'm sad
I AM NOT ALWAYS: what people expect
I WRITE: all the time
I WIN: always and never at the same time
I LOSE: hope every day
I CONFUSE: everyone
I NEED: love
I SHOULD: get over this
YES or NO
YOU KEEP A DIARY: JOURNAL!! and sorta, i've been neglecting
YOU LIKE TO COOK: sometimes...
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE: possibly..i don't remember
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yes, i suppose
WANT TO GET MARRIED: more then anything
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: with my mom..my dad thinks i don't talk to him enough
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes, unless it's really loud and i'm trying to sleep
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dirty blonde
FAVORITES
NUMBER: 16
COLOR: GREEN or red and black
DAYS: none
MONTH: no particualr favored
SONG(S): "julie" by hot water music
SEASON: winter
DRINK: mountain dew...but i don't drink soda, so water i guess
PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle...i've never made out
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? i believe so
BOUGHT SOMETHING? not with my money...
GOTTEN SICK? made myself..yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES? watched a movie
SAID 'i love you'?: yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: yes
TALKED TO AN EX?: *ponders* nah..i think i talked to doug the day before
MISSED AN EX?: kinda sorta but not really
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: live journal
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: i guess
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes...parents count, right?