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well, im not so good right now.
it started out this morning, right before i took my test
alex informed me that he "might see me at the folk fest tonight"
which i literally BEGGED him to go with me to on saturday
so that really pissed me off
because that means he'd be fine going, just not with me
and it was great because i had to think about that the entire time.
but, i took my test, and i did alright
it took a really really long time
and afterwards it was late and ashley had already gone to lindsays so i would be alone tonight.
yay!
and to make that even better, alex continued to be a really mean.
calling me stupid and other names that i just adore...
so i drop him off at phils instead because its phils birthday and joey would be there
or so he says
and i go home
i get online only to find alex is aim.
which, most people wouldnt see as such a big deal
except
alex only gets on aim to talk to girls.
and thats something that HE told me
which is why he is never online anymore,
or so i thought.
so basically, now im sitting at home by myself.
crying because i feel like my relationship is about to kick me in the face.
and i want to die.
in a nutshell.
at least my phone got turned back on.
but now i have to look forward to sitting by it the entire night
waiting for a phonecall thats going to kill me.
.
it started out this morning, right before i took my test
alex informed me that he "might see me at the folk fest tonight"
which i literally BEGGED him to go with me to on saturday
so that really pissed me off
because that means he'd be fine going, just not with me
and it was great because i had to think about that the entire time.
but, i took my test, and i did alright
it took a really really long time
and afterwards it was late and ashley had already gone to lindsays so i would be alone tonight.
yay!
and to make that even better, alex continued to be a really mean.
calling me stupid and other names that i just adore...
so i drop him off at phils instead because its phils birthday and joey would be there
or so he says
and i go home
i get online only to find alex is aim.
which, most people wouldnt see as such a big deal
except
alex only gets on aim to talk to girls.
and thats something that HE told me
which is why he is never online anymore,
or so i thought.
so basically, now im sitting at home by myself.
crying because i feel like my relationship is about to kick me in the face.
and i want to die.
in a nutshell.
at least my phone got turned back on.
but now i have to look forward to sitting by it the entire night
waiting for a phonecall thats going to kill me.
.