commitment issues: me? nahh.....
boys, boys, boys. it's all a girl thinks about. i have no idea what i want to do. i feel so tied down. i guess i'm supposed to. sometimes it's a good feeling, other times, it's not. i've had friends tell me "just wait until you get to the one year mark. it's all downhill from there." i enjoy the security and comfort and love of a relationship. but for the past year i've kind of felt like that's all i am. that relationship is me-- it defines me. maybe because i'm best friends with that person and i can't see the future without them in it. but at the same time it scares me. i don't feel like i have completely developed myself as an individual. and i have only had 1 prior relationship. i guess i feel like, am i sure i know what i'm doing? is this person right for me, for SURE? am i right for them? now i feel like we are a pretty good match. but maybe i don't know, because i don't have a lot of experience.
i just feel confused.
i just feel confused.