Jan 19, 2010 11:20
I need strength right now. I need strength to do the right things for myself. Why is it so easy to do the wrong things?
I'm so frustrated and angry with my job at Old Navy. I have been there 3 years, and I feel like an employee at any other major corporation. Take and work the body, toss the soul. FUCK YOU OLD NAVY. You fuck over your employees, I have 6 goddamn managers that only know how to micromanage ineffectively. Old Navy is a horrible place to work for. And they are doing SO bad right now financially, I hope they go bankrupt. Fuck you mary and mike. you fucking assholes.
Annnnnnd Adam. where do I even start. I don't think I've ever hated someone so much. I very much believe in karma and energy, I think when you truly wish someone harm your own karma is shifted. because you shouldn't want horrible things for anyone. but I sincerely wish him a lifetime of pain and misery. I hope he chokes on his own shit and dies slowly. He is the worst human being I have ever met in my entire life, he is so horrible I would not call him human. Everyone in NC, avoid Adam LaGrow like syphilis! I need the strength to permanently remove him from the rest of my life. Please God, help me forget I ever met him. I will not have him taint one more day of my existence. It is a shame he is allowed to live, really, because life is too good for him. Shit is better than him. I need to get this all out because I don't even want one thought about him. I really hope he is miserable.
I'm getting fucking sick of hearing girls go on about marriage and babies. Especially girls my age, the surrender of independence and identity as one individual makes me sick.
I so hope I get into Africa. I know they have their own problems, but I am ready to get the fuck out of here without looking back. I hate America right now. I'm just not in a good mood at all.