So College Has Corrupted Me
In the span of only 3 months I have fucked up my social/love/sex life so badly that I don't even know where to try to start fixing it. Scratch Fiona, Rachel and now James off my friends list. Sadler makes me feel bad about myself. Jack and I are no longer together, I broke up with him. But he's the only real friend I've got, besides my nice roommate, Mia. But even she has her own "group" of friends. I know I am not an actual part of that group. I tend to sit alone when I eat more and more, and it reminds me of high school. I am single now, and I'm trying to find my identity/independence, or whatever exactly it is that will make me feel secure in myself and only myself.
I want to be whole, and the gaps must be filled by myself and nobody else. I refuse to let a boy be my crutch any longer.
I want to be whole.
I want to be just me.
I want to be whole, and the gaps must be filled by myself and nobody else. I refuse to let a boy be my crutch any longer.
I want to be whole.
I want to be just me.