Lord I'm amazed by You.
I've had a trying week...Some days have been awful, others wonderful.
Through it all, I feel like God is constantly reminding me to trust Him---with everything! I get so caught up in my emotions or the process of my day to day activities, I miss out on what God is trying to teach me, or trying to tell me. But i'm so thankful for the time I get to sit and meditate on the important things in life, and when I get to just be in God's presence. I feel like as I do my devotional or when I have my quiet time with God, that's when I become closest with Him.
Today I skipped chapel to sleep in & study (it was elective chapel anyways...there was nothing that interested me to go to)...and it was good to get some extra minutes of sleeping. I think I did really good on my test...and my quiz the class after. I'm not saying Andrew is a bad influence on me---but sometimes it's hard to keep my focus on my schoolwork because all I want to do is hang out wth him and be with him. But right now He's gone to OH for a bball tournement. I miss him SOOO much, but I think it's a good time to catch up on everything and maybe get ahead on some things.
But after class I got to talk to dan the man a little bit ( I LOVEE HIMMMM), and then I called my mom to talk about a couple different things going on here on campus and bills and all that good stuff. And then she told me that she saw Leanne today in school to pick her brother up for Danielle's Dad's funeral. And i just started crying because I just wish I could be there so bad to show Danielle and her family support. Leanne said she wants to hang out when I come home for thanksgiving break & that we should go see Danielle. I'm so looking forward to that. I sent Danielle a card last week when I found out...but my heart just aches for her! I feel so bad...her life will never be the same...and I will never understand what she's going through right now. So hopefully When i'm home I can see her.
So now for the rest of the day, Jaime & Shannon are coming to see me =) It's gunna be so good to see someone from back home. I miss home SO much. I can't wait till thanksgiving!!! But Shannon & Jaime are taking me out for dinner & I'm gunna show them around campus & stuff. I'm really excited!! And then I work a double tomorrow & they're going to church with me on sunday.
So after I see them tonight, IDK how long they're staying with me...but after I wanna hang out with some friends!! Probably WILL GWYNN. I love him so much!!! We might go get coffee.
But I'm doing SO good. My heart is stressed for myself, and for so many other people. I just feel like God is constantly laying people on my heart!! Which is SO good. It helps me to practice compassion & diligence in prayer. But I'm so glad. I love being there for other people.
But anywayssss, i'm having a good day! And I love Jesus! =)
Peaceeeee homies,
jOlie.
How wide
How deep
How great
is Your love for me.
Lord, I'm amazed by You;
How You love me. <3
Through it all, I feel like God is constantly reminding me to trust Him---with everything! I get so caught up in my emotions or the process of my day to day activities, I miss out on what God is trying to teach me, or trying to tell me. But i'm so thankful for the time I get to sit and meditate on the important things in life, and when I get to just be in God's presence. I feel like as I do my devotional or when I have my quiet time with God, that's when I become closest with Him.
Today I skipped chapel to sleep in & study (it was elective chapel anyways...there was nothing that interested me to go to)...and it was good to get some extra minutes of sleeping. I think I did really good on my test...and my quiz the class after. I'm not saying Andrew is a bad influence on me---but sometimes it's hard to keep my focus on my schoolwork because all I want to do is hang out wth him and be with him. But right now He's gone to OH for a bball tournement. I miss him SOOO much, but I think it's a good time to catch up on everything and maybe get ahead on some things.
But after class I got to talk to dan the man a little bit ( I LOVEE HIMMMM), and then I called my mom to talk about a couple different things going on here on campus and bills and all that good stuff. And then she told me that she saw Leanne today in school to pick her brother up for Danielle's Dad's funeral. And i just started crying because I just wish I could be there so bad to show Danielle and her family support. Leanne said she wants to hang out when I come home for thanksgiving break & that we should go see Danielle. I'm so looking forward to that. I sent Danielle a card last week when I found out...but my heart just aches for her! I feel so bad...her life will never be the same...and I will never understand what she's going through right now. So hopefully When i'm home I can see her.
So now for the rest of the day, Jaime & Shannon are coming to see me =) It's gunna be so good to see someone from back home. I miss home SO much. I can't wait till thanksgiving!!! But Shannon & Jaime are taking me out for dinner & I'm gunna show them around campus & stuff. I'm really excited!! And then I work a double tomorrow & they're going to church with me on sunday.
So after I see them tonight, IDK how long they're staying with me...but after I wanna hang out with some friends!! Probably WILL GWYNN. I love him so much!!! We might go get coffee.
But I'm doing SO good. My heart is stressed for myself, and for so many other people. I just feel like God is constantly laying people on my heart!! Which is SO good. It helps me to practice compassion & diligence in prayer. But I'm so glad. I love being there for other people.
But anywayssss, i'm having a good day! And I love Jesus! =)
Peaceeeee homies,
jOlie.
How wide
How deep
How great
is Your love for me.
Lord, I'm amazed by You;
How You love me. <3