no matter where my wreckless sole takes me;; baby you save me.
wow, i can't believe its been almost a week since i updated this!! i'm slacking here.
ok, so wednesday i felt good as new. but i was still trying to catch up on homework. i had to work that night too.
but i got an email that day from the cheerleading coach, saying they still had spots open, and if you wanted to try out-to let her know. so i emailed her back right away!! i told her what happend, and i set up an appointment for friday night at 6:30. i was really excited, but not sure what to expect because they didn't say what i needed to prepare.
so thursday i had school & work.
i talked to jon wednesday & thursday all night. lol. let me just say, camera phones are amazing. ha.
friday i really didn't want to go to school. know why? because back at home, they had a HUGE snow storm, and every school was closed in genesee county & buffalo. colleges included. so jon texted me at like 6:30am saying he didn't have to go to school. lol. but it was crazy because it just happend like over night. my mom said it started snowing at 3 in the afternoon, and they got almost 3 feet over night!!! and they closed the thru way, so i wasn't sure if i'd be able to get home. and plus EVERYONE was out of electric. cause all the trees still have their leaves on, and the snow weighed down the trees and they all got knocked over, knocking over power lines. some people STILL don't have power and its monday. so yeah.
i went to school, and i really didn't wanna be there. and so then i was definately not going to cobleskill. it just wasn't going to happen this weekend, cause i'd have to go by myself, and i didn't want to. thats too long of a drive alone. at least it is for me. so then i did some homework, stretched and got ready for try outs. i was so nervous. i got there a little early to stretch more. there were 3 other girls trying out. all we had to do was 3 jumps...and a cheer that we already knew. i did "hey crowd" from high school. lol. i knew ms carroll would be proud. ha. sooo 2 of us made it out of 4. the other girl, anne, is such a sweet heart. I AM A MONROE CHEERLEADER!!! yea baby! how exciting!? i wanted to call my mom right away. lol.
so they had us stay for practice till 9. it was mostly paper work and going over the athletic code and guidelines and stuff like that. kinda boring. but i was so excited. omg. i was in shock. haha. i'm just so happy that i'm actually apart of something now.
so we got done, and all the girls were super nice. i was definately pumped. so i decided to go home, because my family had gotten power back. if they hadn't-i would have stayed in rochester. lol. cause i have power. its just so weird, because rochester was fine. and its only like 40 minutes away. ya know?
so i headed home, and i got there like 10:30. the thru way had opened too. so yeah. buut come to find out i should have just stayed in rochester. annnd you'll find out why later.
when i got home mom and dad went to bed, and i got a call. it was from jon!!! it was definately a pleasant surprise. i love when he calls me. lol. hes like we still don't have power...so we went to rochester for my dad's birthday. he's like we were like 5 minutes from your apartment!!! so then he's like---can you hang out tomorrow. because i wanna see you. so i definately said yes!!! haha. then i went to bed.
the next morning, mom and i went shopping, cause batavia had power back. so i got new shoes and a new shirt.
then we went to my grandparents cause my uncle kenny was supposed to be there, cause he was preaching in batavia this weekend at Grace Baptist church. buuut he was delayed and didn't make it till later. so we celebrated my dad and grandma's birthdays. then i left and went home and took a nap. then i called jon & he picked me up at around 7.
it was an amazing night, as usual. he got me & we went to henrietta's regal theater. so that was like 2 mintues from my apartment. jon's like--if you were staying up here, i would have told my parents i was staying with friends, and i would have spent the night with you. i was thinking--why didn't you just stay in rochester this weekend!!! lol. so we saw the departed. and it was really good. and jon REALLY liked it--which was good. and he picked it. lol. so then we went back to my house, and just hung out there. just talking & kissing and all that good stuff. but just being with him, was increadible. i hadn't seen him in over 3 weeks!!! it was terrible. lol. so hopefully it won't be that long till i see him next. but you never know. i hope not. cause as soon as he left, i missed him again. we just kept hugging and kissing....we just didn't want to leave each other. but finally hes like i really gotta go cause i still have to drive home. it was just a good night. and everytime i see him...i can't help but think i want to spend the rest of my life with him. i just can't see my life without him.
so the next morning, my church was cancelled, so we went to see my uncle kenny preach in batavia. well he was sooo good. i love to hear my uncle ken preach. he really connects to you and you can relate so well to him. he makes the bible seem so simple. lol. after chruch we had lunch at gram and gramps. then i went home, took a nap, got up and did HW, then went back out to Grace Baptist to hear my uncle again. this sermon was SO good. exactly what i needed. it was about putting your hope & trust in God. i mean i have already been doing that with my relationship w jon. and that just kind of made me see, that putting my trust in God was the best thing i could have done. because i know he has it all figured out.
but this time, rachel went with me!!! she was home from coby already, so i asked if she wanted to go. and she did. sooo then after we went to mcdonalds and subway. and i saw KATIE!! and fitchy poo---and i got my massage. it was AMAZING. i mean. omg. i felt like i was in heaven. haha. then i went home & everyone came back to my house. so i had to stay up till everyone left. lol.
sooo then this morning i got up at 8. pembroke was cancelled again, so my mom was there when i left.
i had math, then a economics test, that i doubt i did good on. i really think i did bad. but hopefully i passed.
then i had lunch. then marketing.
then i met up with tonia, from cheerleading to learn the dance.
then i came back and ate.
then i had practice 6-9:30.
wow is all i can say. i mean the level of ability in the group of girls we have is amazing. we did mounts, and this was our FIRST practice. we did liberties, and twist downs. and in the basket toss we did--the girl did a back tuck. omg. i was in awe. lol. but my first practice went good. it was a little long. buuut. i guess it wasn't too bad.
so i came back and studied for accounting. i'm so nervous about my test tomorrow.
buut yea. as soon as i'm done talking to jon tonight, i'm passing out in my bed.
i'm fricken exhuasted.
sooo i'm out.
<3
"Whom in heaven do I have but You? There is none on earth that I [desire] besides You. My flesh & my [heart] may fail; but God is the strength of my heart & my portion forever."
-psalm 73:25&26
ok, so wednesday i felt good as new. but i was still trying to catch up on homework. i had to work that night too.
but i got an email that day from the cheerleading coach, saying they still had spots open, and if you wanted to try out-to let her know. so i emailed her back right away!! i told her what happend, and i set up an appointment for friday night at 6:30. i was really excited, but not sure what to expect because they didn't say what i needed to prepare.
so thursday i had school & work.
i talked to jon wednesday & thursday all night. lol. let me just say, camera phones are amazing. ha.
friday i really didn't want to go to school. know why? because back at home, they had a HUGE snow storm, and every school was closed in genesee county & buffalo. colleges included. so jon texted me at like 6:30am saying he didn't have to go to school. lol. but it was crazy because it just happend like over night. my mom said it started snowing at 3 in the afternoon, and they got almost 3 feet over night!!! and they closed the thru way, so i wasn't sure if i'd be able to get home. and plus EVERYONE was out of electric. cause all the trees still have their leaves on, and the snow weighed down the trees and they all got knocked over, knocking over power lines. some people STILL don't have power and its monday. so yeah.
i went to school, and i really didn't wanna be there. and so then i was definately not going to cobleskill. it just wasn't going to happen this weekend, cause i'd have to go by myself, and i didn't want to. thats too long of a drive alone. at least it is for me. so then i did some homework, stretched and got ready for try outs. i was so nervous. i got there a little early to stretch more. there were 3 other girls trying out. all we had to do was 3 jumps...and a cheer that we already knew. i did "hey crowd" from high school. lol. i knew ms carroll would be proud. ha. sooo 2 of us made it out of 4. the other girl, anne, is such a sweet heart. I AM A MONROE CHEERLEADER!!! yea baby! how exciting!? i wanted to call my mom right away. lol.
so they had us stay for practice till 9. it was mostly paper work and going over the athletic code and guidelines and stuff like that. kinda boring. but i was so excited. omg. i was in shock. haha. i'm just so happy that i'm actually apart of something now.
so we got done, and all the girls were super nice. i was definately pumped. so i decided to go home, because my family had gotten power back. if they hadn't-i would have stayed in rochester. lol. cause i have power. its just so weird, because rochester was fine. and its only like 40 minutes away. ya know?
so i headed home, and i got there like 10:30. the thru way had opened too. so yeah. buut come to find out i should have just stayed in rochester. annnd you'll find out why later.
when i got home mom and dad went to bed, and i got a call. it was from jon!!! it was definately a pleasant surprise. i love when he calls me. lol. hes like we still don't have power...so we went to rochester for my dad's birthday. he's like we were like 5 minutes from your apartment!!! so then he's like---can you hang out tomorrow. because i wanna see you. so i definately said yes!!! haha. then i went to bed.
the next morning, mom and i went shopping, cause batavia had power back. so i got new shoes and a new shirt.
then we went to my grandparents cause my uncle kenny was supposed to be there, cause he was preaching in batavia this weekend at Grace Baptist church. buuut he was delayed and didn't make it till later. so we celebrated my dad and grandma's birthdays. then i left and went home and took a nap. then i called jon & he picked me up at around 7.
it was an amazing night, as usual. he got me & we went to henrietta's regal theater. so that was like 2 mintues from my apartment. jon's like--if you were staying up here, i would have told my parents i was staying with friends, and i would have spent the night with you. i was thinking--why didn't you just stay in rochester this weekend!!! lol. so we saw the departed. and it was really good. and jon REALLY liked it--which was good. and he picked it. lol. so then we went back to my house, and just hung out there. just talking & kissing and all that good stuff. but just being with him, was increadible. i hadn't seen him in over 3 weeks!!! it was terrible. lol. so hopefully it won't be that long till i see him next. but you never know. i hope not. cause as soon as he left, i missed him again. we just kept hugging and kissing....we just didn't want to leave each other. but finally hes like i really gotta go cause i still have to drive home. it was just a good night. and everytime i see him...i can't help but think i want to spend the rest of my life with him. i just can't see my life without him.
so the next morning, my church was cancelled, so we went to see my uncle kenny preach in batavia. well he was sooo good. i love to hear my uncle ken preach. he really connects to you and you can relate so well to him. he makes the bible seem so simple. lol. after chruch we had lunch at gram and gramps. then i went home, took a nap, got up and did HW, then went back out to Grace Baptist to hear my uncle again. this sermon was SO good. exactly what i needed. it was about putting your hope & trust in God. i mean i have already been doing that with my relationship w jon. and that just kind of made me see, that putting my trust in God was the best thing i could have done. because i know he has it all figured out.
but this time, rachel went with me!!! she was home from coby already, so i asked if she wanted to go. and she did. sooo then after we went to mcdonalds and subway. and i saw KATIE!! and fitchy poo---and i got my massage. it was AMAZING. i mean. omg. i felt like i was in heaven. haha. then i went home & everyone came back to my house. so i had to stay up till everyone left. lol.
sooo then this morning i got up at 8. pembroke was cancelled again, so my mom was there when i left.
i had math, then a economics test, that i doubt i did good on. i really think i did bad. but hopefully i passed.
then i had lunch. then marketing.
then i met up with tonia, from cheerleading to learn the dance.
then i came back and ate.
then i had practice 6-9:30.
wow is all i can say. i mean the level of ability in the group of girls we have is amazing. we did mounts, and this was our FIRST practice. we did liberties, and twist downs. and in the basket toss we did--the girl did a back tuck. omg. i was in awe. lol. but my first practice went good. it was a little long. buuut. i guess it wasn't too bad.
so i came back and studied for accounting. i'm so nervous about my test tomorrow.
buut yea. as soon as i'm done talking to jon tonight, i'm passing out in my bed.
i'm fricken exhuasted.
sooo i'm out.
<3
"Whom in heaven do I have but You? There is none on earth that I [desire] besides You. My flesh & my [heart] may fail; but God is the strength of my heart & my portion forever."
-psalm 73:25&26