I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness. For once i'm at peace with myself.
I'd like to make a toast to those we meet, those who wander, those who try and those who don't bother.
To those that make it through every single day, and to those who give up and take the hard way.
To those who have broken, to those who have hurt, to those who have been receiving of prior two, and learned.
To those who haven't tried, to those who haven't wanted-To those who have lost and those who have been daunted.
To the ghosts of the past, and to the memories we hate, regrets we have and to the problems we'll never face.
To the moments lost to love, and to the sorrow drowned in strife.
I make a toast to all those who have who have made it through this life.
<3
geeeeeeeze i wish i would write in this thing so i wouldn't have to remember everything lol.
all i know is i've been working day and night, night and day. or at least it seems like it. Last week...every day i got up at 5 am for math review && it sucked. buuuut i got an 89 on the first test & an 84 on the second. i was sooo proud of myself...bc i worked by butt off for that fricken 2 day festival.
ok so i don't remember a lot about last week. other than i couldn't wait for it to be over.
but i do remember that on saturday was abby reynold's wedding shower...and mrs. jones was there! lol. AND she talked to me! she came up to me. it was soooo weird. and we talked for like 20 minutes. it was kinda nice. maybe she doesn't hate me after all! haha
and so quite honestly i don't remember much about this week either.
on wednesday we had the "pembroke tour" for jazz band. we played at the primary school & the intermediate school and then ate at ponderosa. it was sooo much fun. that's basically why i'm in jazz band lol.
last night (thursday) i had marching band. and that sucked. i hate it so much. we got done && i went to Akron subway to see Rachel. and she was swamped. she had nothing done--and it was like 8:30, so i stayed and helped her. i did all the dishes & filled sauces. i felt bad, and plus it was her birthday the next day. actually that would be today. sooo:
Happy Birthday Rachel,,, I LOVE YOU!!!!!
chris b was supposed to come in to give me the tickets for the musical...but he never did. bastard. i'm like are you comin in? no. why? bc i can't. why? bc. urg. he makes me so mad sometimes. so i'm gunna have to pay an extra dollar bc i have to get tickets at the door bc hes too lazy to give them to me. so i got home at like 10 and i watched some tv & went online & went to bed.
so today! i totally skipped school. lol. it was only a half day && i would have been the only senior there. seriously though. so i slept in till 10, i woke up & called D'tangles salon to set up a hair appointment for 10:30. i got my hair highlighted!!! it looks sooooooooooo good. and she trimmed it a little bit. i absolutely love it. and i got my eyebrow's waxed. so i was having a pretty good day. then i went home && the power went out...and i was hearing noises...so i left. lol. i went tanning. then i went home and the power came back on. but i kept hearing noises & i was really scared. my brother was over at the neigbor's house, so i called him & asked him if he would come home. and he was a jerk and said no, there's no one there. you'll be fine. so i went upstairs and took a nap. 15 minutes later i hear someone come in my house, stomp up the steps, and bang on the hallway door. i was freaking out. so opened the door & my brother scared me. omg i was sooooooooooooo fricken pissed. i punched him so hard in the chest, like 5 times, and i kicked him in the balls. omg i was mad. i'm like you jerk, get out of here. go back to steves, i hate you. lol. but seriosuly i was sooo scared. so then i went back to bed, now with only like 30 minutes left for my nap. i was so tired. i got up & got all ready for work. and i walk into the family room & my dad just starts flipping out about my hair! omg. i havn't seen him flip out this bad since i got my speeding ticket. he was irrate. but he said i could!!!!! i duno i just dont' understand him. so i'm balling....and all my makeup is smeared all over the place. and at 400---when i'm supposed to be at work...hes like i need to check your oil. i'm like NOW!? omg. i was sooo pissed. so i stayed in the house...crying to my mom. and then i go out--and hes like why didn't you come out!? you don't want to see me? you don't want to spend time with me!? i'm like dear god man. what is your problem. i didn't think he needed my help to check the fricken oil. and plus he made me 10 minutes late for work. i was so mad. so i dind't have a very good night. katie came in at 5. and we were both soooo tired so we were laughing at everyting. leanne and britt came into see me! i love them. i got done at 10 and left.
now i'm here. and i'm sooo tired.
so i'm gunna go to bed.
i have a huge day tomorrow.
out.
<3
& sometimes i wish he would
just walk right up to me and kiss
me without a care in the world
She only likes you
because she knows whats good about you,
but I know the good && the bad ,
and I still love you
Twice as much as she does.
theres just something about him that made
me like him...ever since the day i met him
there was something about him that made
me go absolutely crazy for him
To those that make it through every single day, and to those who give up and take the hard way.
To those who have broken, to those who have hurt, to those who have been receiving of prior two, and learned.
To those who haven't tried, to those who haven't wanted-To those who have lost and those who have been daunted.
To the ghosts of the past, and to the memories we hate, regrets we have and to the problems we'll never face.
To the moments lost to love, and to the sorrow drowned in strife.
I make a toast to all those who have who have made it through this life.
<3
geeeeeeeze i wish i would write in this thing so i wouldn't have to remember everything lol.
all i know is i've been working day and night, night and day. or at least it seems like it. Last week...every day i got up at 5 am for math review && it sucked. buuuut i got an 89 on the first test & an 84 on the second. i was sooo proud of myself...bc i worked by butt off for that fricken 2 day festival.
ok so i don't remember a lot about last week. other than i couldn't wait for it to be over.
but i do remember that on saturday was abby reynold's wedding shower...and mrs. jones was there! lol. AND she talked to me! she came up to me. it was soooo weird. and we talked for like 20 minutes. it was kinda nice. maybe she doesn't hate me after all! haha
and so quite honestly i don't remember much about this week either.
on wednesday we had the "pembroke tour" for jazz band. we played at the primary school & the intermediate school and then ate at ponderosa. it was sooo much fun. that's basically why i'm in jazz band lol.
last night (thursday) i had marching band. and that sucked. i hate it so much. we got done && i went to Akron subway to see Rachel. and she was swamped. she had nothing done--and it was like 8:30, so i stayed and helped her. i did all the dishes & filled sauces. i felt bad, and plus it was her birthday the next day. actually that would be today. sooo:
Happy Birthday Rachel,,, I LOVE YOU!!!!!
chris b was supposed to come in to give me the tickets for the musical...but he never did. bastard. i'm like are you comin in? no. why? bc i can't. why? bc. urg. he makes me so mad sometimes. so i'm gunna have to pay an extra dollar bc i have to get tickets at the door bc hes too lazy to give them to me. so i got home at like 10 and i watched some tv & went online & went to bed.
so today! i totally skipped school. lol. it was only a half day && i would have been the only senior there. seriously though. so i slept in till 10, i woke up & called D'tangles salon to set up a hair appointment for 10:30. i got my hair highlighted!!! it looks sooooooooooo good. and she trimmed it a little bit. i absolutely love it. and i got my eyebrow's waxed. so i was having a pretty good day. then i went home && the power went out...and i was hearing noises...so i left. lol. i went tanning. then i went home and the power came back on. but i kept hearing noises & i was really scared. my brother was over at the neigbor's house, so i called him & asked him if he would come home. and he was a jerk and said no, there's no one there. you'll be fine. so i went upstairs and took a nap. 15 minutes later i hear someone come in my house, stomp up the steps, and bang on the hallway door. i was freaking out. so opened the door & my brother scared me. omg i was sooooooooooooo fricken pissed. i punched him so hard in the chest, like 5 times, and i kicked him in the balls. omg i was mad. i'm like you jerk, get out of here. go back to steves, i hate you. lol. but seriosuly i was sooo scared. so then i went back to bed, now with only like 30 minutes left for my nap. i was so tired. i got up & got all ready for work. and i walk into the family room & my dad just starts flipping out about my hair! omg. i havn't seen him flip out this bad since i got my speeding ticket. he was irrate. but he said i could!!!!! i duno i just dont' understand him. so i'm balling....and all my makeup is smeared all over the place. and at 400---when i'm supposed to be at work...hes like i need to check your oil. i'm like NOW!? omg. i was sooo pissed. so i stayed in the house...crying to my mom. and then i go out--and hes like why didn't you come out!? you don't want to see me? you don't want to spend time with me!? i'm like dear god man. what is your problem. i didn't think he needed my help to check the fricken oil. and plus he made me 10 minutes late for work. i was so mad. so i dind't have a very good night. katie came in at 5. and we were both soooo tired so we were laughing at everyting. leanne and britt came into see me! i love them. i got done at 10 and left.
now i'm here. and i'm sooo tired.
so i'm gunna go to bed.
i have a huge day tomorrow.
out.
<3
& sometimes i wish he would
just walk right up to me and kiss
me without a care in the world
She only likes you
because she knows whats good about you,
but I know the good && the bad ,
and I still love you
Twice as much as she does.
theres just something about him that made
me like him...ever since the day i met him
there was something about him that made
me go absolutely crazy for him