it might take my pride. & tears may fill my eyes. but i'll stand back up.

Feb 19, 2006 23:16

There is no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving

Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here and where do we go
And how come it's so hard
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing
It's always better when we're together

Mmm, it's always better when we're together
we'll look at the stars when we're together
it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments just might find a way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone when the morning light sings
Or brings new things for tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too, too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression I was somewhere in between
With only two, just me && you, not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be, we'll sit beneath the mango tree now

it's always better when we're together
Mmm, we're somewhere in between together
it's always better when we're together

I believe in memories, they look so, so pretty when I sleep
And when I wake up, you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together

Saturday was pretty good. I got up at 9ish and just lounged till 1...that's when i had to be up to the church where my cousin's wedding shower was. it started at 2 & it went really good. i had to leave a little early though bc i had to work at 5 with jonas!!! i love that guy. work was kinda fun...kinda boring. i just really wasn't in the mood to work. i called eric & we talked for a while. Christina came into see me...and informed me she would be sleeping over at shannon's with kelly...so i could join them if i'd like after work. so i did. at 10 i left for shannons. when i got there jamie & shannon, christina & kelly, and my two sisters were there watching tv.  then everyone left or went to bed besides me, chris & kelly...and we just stayed up and talked till 4:30am. it was so much fun. it felt like the old days...except chris is pregnant now. lol.

so then this morning i woke up at 9. so i did get about 5 hrs of sleep. not too bad. lol. then at 9:30 i went home & got ready for church bc i didn't have anything with me. then col & i went to church...and i did not feel good at all. i was so sick feeling. so i sang, then i went and layed down on a couch in our youth room. i eventually fell alseep...then i woke up at the end. i got to see sammy!! yay! he looked so fricken hott. actually he always does. i've missed him. so then col, me & tom left to go home. i went right upstairs...but i had to say goodbye to colleen bc she was leaving to go back to college. so now its just me, mom, dad & tom again. bc deb's in the bahamas! whatta jerk! seriously...i wanna go.
Soooo i took a 4 and a half hour nap. it was nice. then i woke up & did some laundry. then went online for a bit. then i met rachel at subway @ 6:30. then we made our way up to regal on transit to see the date movie. it was ok. it was kinda gross...but funny. i'm not sure if it was worth $8.50---but i had a wonderful time w rachel...i do love her. on our way back we stopped at mcdonalds to eat...then to akron subway to see christy---then to pembroke subway to see fitch & katie. so we made our rounds. then i came home and i've been here since 10:30.

so yeah. i'm not tired AT ALL...
i don't really want to go to bed.
so i might read.
boooring.

& after a while you learn the difference between
             h o l d i n g   h a n d s  &  f a l l i n g  i n  l o v e
            you learn that kisses don't always mean something
       promises can be broken just as quickly as they were made.
             &  g o o d b y e s  r e a l l y  a r e  f o r e v e r

outtieee
<3

"Someone like you makes the sun shine brighter.
  Someone like you makes a sigh half a smile.
  Someone like you makes my troubles much lighter.
  Someone like you makes life seem worthwhile."

-James W. Foley
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