if you promise never to leave, you might just make me believe.
well sunday was pretty good. pastor and becky are still in cleveland-so keep praying. i had to take the johnson girls home, then i went home and took a nap. then i had to get up cause i had work 4-10 with tony. it was fun. i love tony. he's so cool. we got done right away. then i was gunna go tanning-but then remembered that it was sunday and it closes at 7--not 11. well i could not get to sleep at all that night. i had so much caffeine at work. so i got about 2 hrs of sleep.
so monday i was completely exhausted. i could hardley keep my eyes open. i wore my new outfit....i got lotsa complements. i had to stay with mr. reisdorf for chorus after school. to practice for AAS. then i had cheerleading practice 3-4:30. it actually went very good. i took home brittany and megan. and omg guess waht!? i'm going to kissmasbash! britt's mom got us floor tickets-row 39 for $50!!! how amazing!? i'm so excited!!!!
then i came home and had to go to work at akron 6-10...by myself.
BUT...
chris b. called to get his schedual--and we talked for a while. and it was good. he came into see me. he was only gunna come for a few minutes...but he ended up stayingfor like 2 hrs. he helped me close--and walked me out to my car. it was so sweet of him. we're gunna hang out either friday or saturday night. so we're ok now. and i'm so glad.
so then i came home and went to bed. it was beautiful.
i got up today at 7:15---bc i had my internship. i'm so glad i didn't have to go to school....but i felt bad bc it's scotts birthday---so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCOTTIE! I LOVE YA MAN!!
we were at county bldg 2 today. it wasn't THAT boring. but we got done early. i went tanning--and came home.
and now i have have have have HAVE to work on my english paper...or my mom's gunna kill me.
i hate english.
and i hate ms. neff.
(not really..but for the time being...)
i better get going.
<3<3<3
[i miss h.i.m.]
i just wish i could forget.
Go ahead and take your best shot,
Let 'er rip, give it all you've got,
I'm laid out on the floor,
but I've been here before,
I may stumble,
yeah I might fall,
Only human, aren't we all?
I might lose my way,
but hear me when i say,
I will stand back up,
You'll know just the moment when I've have enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid,
and I dont feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up,
I've been beaten up and bruised,
I've been kicked right off my shoes,
Been down on my knees more times than you'd believe,
When the darkness tries to get me,
There's a light that just won't let me,
It might take my pride,
and tears may fill my eyes,
But I'll stand back up,
I've weathered all these storms,
But I just turn them into wind,
so I can fly,
What don't kill you makes you stronger,
When I take my last breath,
That's when I'll just give up,
So, go ahead to take your best shot,
Let 'er rip, give it all you've got,
You might win this round but you can't keep me down,
'Cause I'll stand back up,
And you'll know just the moment when I've had enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid and I don't feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up.