a broken heart can't keep time.
"if drama was beer, our whole school would be wasted."
^^gotta love ya britt.
Today was kinda exciting. school wasn't terribly bad...i had band and it sucked--but thank you cody for helping me with my math hw...yes i know...i'm retarded sometimes. but i left early from school again...i had to go to pavilion school today. and...well what a surprise i got. it took me about 35 minutes to get from the high school to pavilion. so not too bad. i wish someone was paying for all the gas i'm using though. lol. it went pretty good....i liked it a lot better today bc they had me in classrooms, it was nicer than a bigger room or a gym. i went to 4 different classrooms...and there wern't many kids...but they seemed to enjoy it. ok...so when i walked into the 3rd room...who do you think was sitting there? mrs. jones. ya. chris' mom. can you say akward? it was crazy. i was sooo nervous. but i said hi-and she wasn't mean or anything-but didn't say much either. i totally forgot she worked there...i mean i knew she did-i just never put 2 and 2 together. so yeah...it was a little scary seeing her. but ya know--i kept my cool. so i got done around 2:45-so i went back home. bc my internship thing was at 400--and i wasn't gunna stay out to the court house for an hour. no way. but it was hard on the way home...bc all i could think about was chris. and ya know...i'm pretty emotional and of course i started crying...bc i miss him and so on. yah. so i went home-then headed back at 3:45. the meeting was very very boring--good thing it was only like 40 minutes.
so then i went home-and took a nap...a much needed nap. i was falling asleep durning the meeting. so when i woke up...my mom's like--do u wanna babysit? i was like sure... i didn't have anything going on-and church was cancelled for me tonight. so i had to drive out to clarence in like 15 minutes...i made it there in 20---pretty good huh? it was only for a couple of hours-and the kids were sleeping the whole time. and i got to do my hw...and watch one tree hill. omg it was sooo good. u should all start watching it---it's awesome. i got $15...so it was all good. they came home at 9--i came home and now i'm here....still tired...so i think i might go to bed in a lil bit.
well...fun day huh?
you never know what could happen in the life of julie lynne rudolph.
ha.
outttt.
eric...you+me=tomorrow.
Sweet like a kiss sharp like a razor blade
I find you when I'm close to the bottom
You can't appreciate the time it takes
To kick a love I always knew was kind of wrong
And as I'm putting out the flame
Somebody brings up your name
Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart
Break my heart
Six AM unruffled pillow
Laughs out loud at my trusting heart
It's like I didn't see the penny
I missed the fountain by a couple yards
If you would only stay gone
Maybe I could move on
Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart