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heey,,
um i really regrte tellin some ppl thangs...cuz imm not sure now...if imm ok w/ it...i quitin drankin...i thank cuz my brother bgribes me way 2 much so i won't let him kno.im tired of him bribin me and me gettin all upset i cry about everyday cuz of him...and its gettin ridiculous...and i have a feelings that mine and someones friendship is oin 2 change...screw it imm about 2 let everytthang go...ok i think i may regret my brother and bethaney dattin cuz beth hangs out w/ kris now...so my brother will be 2 and i won't be able 2 have any FUN CUZ my brother will be watchin me the hole time and thats no offense at all 2wards u bethany and i aint sain i want ya 2 brake up cuz i dun't imm just confused...and i thank now that kris and chase and beth r all back friends me and kris won't be such goo as friends...and i dunno i normally dun't care about stuff llike this butt i am like confused...and i dun't need 2 be confused goin in 2 high school...i feel like 4 some reason i have trust issues...cuz of my brother and some more ppl...gahh i feel like i need sictreacct help...and i thank kris is stayin now and i want her 2 stay 4 sure butt i thank she mite be stayin 4 the wrong reasons.....butt i stil luv you...i am just lettin on my feelins out...and i have been so STRESSED lately butt i have been hiddin it......and now imm sittin here cryin like a BIG bbabbybutt i honestly thank i have a really good reasonn2 cry....and imm startin 2 like this guuy agian and i don't neeed 2 cuz he aint rite 4 me..theres no way we could ever talk....or w/e butt i dunno...and imm sure hes moved on...2 some other grl...butt i really am confused and me and kris had this LONG talk yesterday..butt it didn't help at all!!!!it made me worse if anythang.....well this weekend i hope i will have fun.....frid.courtneys comin down then we r goin 2 her house sat. and sun. we mite go 2 te movies butt i dunno.......well g2g bye luv ya,,
julie
um i really regrte tellin some ppl thangs...cuz imm not sure now...if imm ok w/ it...i quitin drankin...i thank cuz my brother bgribes me way 2 much so i won't let him kno.im tired of him bribin me and me gettin all upset i cry about everyday cuz of him...and its gettin ridiculous...and i have a feelings that mine and someones friendship is oin 2 change...screw it imm about 2 let everytthang go...ok i think i may regret my brother and bethaney dattin cuz beth hangs out w/ kris now...so my brother will be 2 and i won't be able 2 have any FUN CUZ my brother will be watchin me the hole time and thats no offense at all 2wards u bethany and i aint sain i want ya 2 brake up cuz i dun't imm just confused...and i thank now that kris and chase and beth r all back friends me and kris won't be such goo as friends...and i dunno i normally dun't care about stuff llike this butt i am like confused...and i dun't need 2 be confused goin in 2 high school...i feel like 4 some reason i have trust issues...cuz of my brother and some more ppl...gahh i feel like i need sictreacct help...and i thank kris is stayin now and i want her 2 stay 4 sure butt i thank she mite be stayin 4 the wrong reasons.....butt i stil luv you...i am just lettin on my feelins out...and i have been so STRESSED lately butt i have been hiddin it......and now imm sittin here cryin like a BIG bbabbybutt i honestly thank i have a really good reasonn2 cry....and imm startin 2 like this guuy agian and i don't neeed 2 cuz he aint rite 4 me..theres no way we could ever talk....or w/e butt i dunno...and imm sure hes moved on...2 some other grl...butt i really am confused and me and kris had this LONG talk yesterday..butt it didn't help at all!!!!it made me worse if anythang.....well this weekend i hope i will have fun.....frid.courtneys comin down then we r goin 2 her house sat. and sun. we mite go 2 te movies butt i dunno.......well g2g bye luv ya,,
julie