I believe in silence

[juliekate]

You need to know something. Chances are, it'll bounce right off you, but I want to hope.

I accept you exactly as you are. I know your faults, and I know your greatness. And I accept you and love you just as you are now. I would never try to change you...I would never cheapen the good times by constantly and cruelly highlighting the bad. I think

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[juliekate]

So she and I were meant to part ways...why fight it? Where is the constructive purpose in that? Maybe it says something that I have no problem divorcing myself from her. Maybe I'm a cold snake, maybe I never liked her and I hate her now and I am purposely trying to cut her by firing her....or, just maybe, I've tried everything I could think of to make our fucked up relationship work, and I've earned my way out with a clear conscience and lack of malice.

Everyone wants to be vindicated in the worst way when they KNOW they've been wronged, and I'm no different. Well I got what I wanted. People have been PMing me and emailing me about her. It SUCKS that I get no satisfaction from it. Who am I gonna brag to? Her? And make her feel worse? What kind of monster does that? She feels bad enough, she feels victimized enough. She is going to have to heal herself, and get over it by herself. I'm not gonna make it harder, I hope I'm making it easier.

You never judge someone by their worst day. And she deserves that from me for all the times where we were good friends. So I'm going to do it, and to hell if anyone thinks it's me backing down or conceding or putting spin on this. It's the right thing to do and I mean every word of it. Whether she's going to do the same is up to her, and I'm not holding my breath, nor am I watching.

[satanscientist]

Just saying, when you make an enemy, ma'am, you crush them completely and vindicivly. They turn into wind on the street.. *woosh*.

Everyone just wants to watch a fight, the rubberneckers. Pain, espicially the emotional kind, isn't too fun for the participants.

[juliekate]

I'm still not following. Are you saying you think I'm being cruel by being forgiving and letting it go?

[satanscientist]

Nah, I was being sarcastic. I guess I should given some sort of signal, like a wink or hand signal or something.

Alls I'm saying is that people like to watch drama, and it makes sense people are trying to egg you on or talk some more shit. It's better then pay-per-view boxing.

[juliekate]

LOL ok...cause I was like...hm...the hell did I do wrong now?!?!

Maybe we can have a code word, like "winkiewoo."

[satanscientist]

since one can't tell the tone of the voice of the other, it can be difficult to gage what people mean when they write things online. Even the standard ;-) could be mistaken for flirtation instead of sarcasm. Or the other way around.

Its unfortunate that sometimes people misinterpret things, like when I chime my bell at people, they automatically think I'm hittin on 'em when I might just think they're cool lookin'. Well, sometimes.

but anyways, I digress: I don't think you're handling this whole drama badly, just the opposite. But remember, if push comes to shove, she *could* end up at the bottom of the schuylkill.