From here they can't see me stare.
I'm starting to get the hunch that I might be emotionally unstable. Which stems entirely from my own mindset and not at all from those around me.
I guess it's just too much to want to be all someone needs and only need them. If I were someone else, I think it would be nice to be someone creative and spontaneous and intelligent and physically aesthetic. I'm so tired of being a perfectionist. For once in my life, I just want to feel like I'm enough. If not for myself, at least for someone that I love.
Today the weather was nice and I didn't want anything more than driving to the beach and listening to something nice like Ben Kweller or The Postal Service or even cheery, bad pop-punk.
I saw a really good movie tonight. The Sea Inside. Wow, it was really, really good. I like some people a lot. I should try harder when it comes to people. And I need to have more faith in things, I think.
I stay up too late.
I guess it's just too much to want to be all someone needs and only need them. If I were someone else, I think it would be nice to be someone creative and spontaneous and intelligent and physically aesthetic. I'm so tired of being a perfectionist. For once in my life, I just want to feel like I'm enough. If not for myself, at least for someone that I love.
Today the weather was nice and I didn't want anything more than driving to the beach and listening to something nice like Ben Kweller or The Postal Service or even cheery, bad pop-punk.
I saw a really good movie tonight. The Sea Inside. Wow, it was really, really good. I like some people a lot. I should try harder when it comes to people. And I need to have more faith in things, I think.
I stay up too late.