sometimes...
sometimes i feel like i just get swept away in emotions.. like i can't help what i feel.
i want something i can't have.. and what seems like the next best thing isn't exactly what i want.
i dont know why i put myself through what i do. i feel like i set myself up to get hurt anymore.
everything seems peachy to outsiders... why do i feel like i'm completely out of control?
i'm so confused. do i go for what's easily accessible or do i wait and hope something comes up with the other?
i wish there was a crystal ball that i could look in and find the answers i need. or see what the future holds. i just wish i knew.
♥ julie
i want something i can't have.. and what seems like the next best thing isn't exactly what i want.
i dont know why i put myself through what i do. i feel like i set myself up to get hurt anymore.
everything seems peachy to outsiders... why do i feel like i'm completely out of control?
i'm so confused. do i go for what's easily accessible or do i wait and hope something comes up with the other?
i wish there was a crystal ball that i could look in and find the answers i need. or see what the future holds. i just wish i knew.
♥ julie