(no subject)
It's been a few days since I've written. Let me think about what has gone on......
I graduated. yay. It really feels exciting knowing that I don't have to wake up early to go to school anymore. There is this lonely feeling, though. I'm home alone all day.
I think I should scrapbook tomorrow. I promised my mom that I would have it done for my graduation party (on sunday). I did finish my little three-ring binder full of my certificates. It makes me look really impressive.. at least that's what everyone has said. It turned out nice. I put all of my awards & such in those clear pocket things and made little division pages between each section. I think one says "Middle School" "High School" "Journalism" and "Scholarships"
Dave's girlfriend really hates me now. She called me like 35 times one night when I was with him. She left two harassing messages. She also called Dave's grandma and had her leave a harassing message. They told me that I was a home-wrecker and that I was trying to steal Hope's boyfriend from her. I wish she could just see how silly she looks. Dave is one of my best friends. I've known him so long it's almost crazy. He's always been there for me. I don't want to do him. The thought crossed my mind yesterday of all of the evil things I could do to her without really physically hurting her. This girl has gotten on my nerves. I decided to just stay back and let her look like the asshole. When I picked Dave up last night, she was sitting in the window yelling stuff at me (my car was too far away to hear what she was saying -- i could just hear her voice). I thought about saying something back, but I figured it would make her more angry if I didn't say anything back.
The Blink182 concert was a good time. Cassi, Ashley and I had so much fun. The opening acts ( i forget who they were right this second) were okay. I think I knew like 3 of their songs. Then Blink came on and rocked. They have a really good live show. And while we were there, this 30-something guy was all hitting on us. His pickup line was an apology for being rude. He was so trashed. It was making us laugh so hard. He offered to buy us a round of beer (knowing that we were all underage to drink.) I had to talk the girls out of it. I had to drive home and if he would get caught, it could be ugly. He didn't know what he was doing. So he eventually wandered into oblivion. Then, this really cute guy in his 20's is all dancing and jumping to Blink. AHH.. he was super cute. Shirtless. Like 6'2 ish. Wore this trucker hat which he let me wear. We took some pictures with him. Cassi did anyway. She had the camera. I hope they turned out. If they did, I'll post them.
I'm excited to move out to college. I'm a little nervous though. I can't wait to make new friends. Not that I don't appreciate the ones I have, I just feel like it's time to sorta move on with them. It's really weird.
I guess my biological father was invited to my grad party. This should be interesting. I think I'm going to tell him how I feel about him. It's fucked up what he's done to me. And especially after he promised to be a part of my life last summer. yeah. Fuck him. As soon as I see him at my party (if he has the nuts to show himself), I'm pulling him aside and telling him how it is. I shouldn't have been treated the way I was by him. I haven't really decided how I'm going to go at it, though. My stepdad made me promise I wouldn't cause a scene in front of everyone. So that's why I'm going to take him aside. If I had it my way, I'd just tell him off in front of everyone. Those who are at my party most likely know what he's done to me. It would only be fair. But, I guess life isn't fair.
I think I'm going to go back and read my journal entries from this time of the year from last year. Hm...
<3 julie
I graduated. yay. It really feels exciting knowing that I don't have to wake up early to go to school anymore. There is this lonely feeling, though. I'm home alone all day.
I think I should scrapbook tomorrow. I promised my mom that I would have it done for my graduation party (on sunday). I did finish my little three-ring binder full of my certificates. It makes me look really impressive.. at least that's what everyone has said. It turned out nice. I put all of my awards & such in those clear pocket things and made little division pages between each section. I think one says "Middle School" "High School" "Journalism" and "Scholarships"
Dave's girlfriend really hates me now. She called me like 35 times one night when I was with him. She left two harassing messages. She also called Dave's grandma and had her leave a harassing message. They told me that I was a home-wrecker and that I was trying to steal Hope's boyfriend from her. I wish she could just see how silly she looks. Dave is one of my best friends. I've known him so long it's almost crazy. He's always been there for me. I don't want to do him. The thought crossed my mind yesterday of all of the evil things I could do to her without really physically hurting her. This girl has gotten on my nerves. I decided to just stay back and let her look like the asshole. When I picked Dave up last night, she was sitting in the window yelling stuff at me (my car was too far away to hear what she was saying -- i could just hear her voice). I thought about saying something back, but I figured it would make her more angry if I didn't say anything back.
The Blink182 concert was a good time. Cassi, Ashley and I had so much fun. The opening acts ( i forget who they were right this second) were okay. I think I knew like 3 of their songs. Then Blink came on and rocked. They have a really good live show. And while we were there, this 30-something guy was all hitting on us. His pickup line was an apology for being rude. He was so trashed. It was making us laugh so hard. He offered to buy us a round of beer (knowing that we were all underage to drink.) I had to talk the girls out of it. I had to drive home and if he would get caught, it could be ugly. He didn't know what he was doing. So he eventually wandered into oblivion. Then, this really cute guy in his 20's is all dancing and jumping to Blink. AHH.. he was super cute. Shirtless. Like 6'2 ish. Wore this trucker hat which he let me wear. We took some pictures with him. Cassi did anyway. She had the camera. I hope they turned out. If they did, I'll post them.
I'm excited to move out to college. I'm a little nervous though. I can't wait to make new friends. Not that I don't appreciate the ones I have, I just feel like it's time to sorta move on with them. It's really weird.
I guess my biological father was invited to my grad party. This should be interesting. I think I'm going to tell him how I feel about him. It's fucked up what he's done to me. And especially after he promised to be a part of my life last summer. yeah. Fuck him. As soon as I see him at my party (if he has the nuts to show himself), I'm pulling him aside and telling him how it is. I shouldn't have been treated the way I was by him. I haven't really decided how I'm going to go at it, though. My stepdad made me promise I wouldn't cause a scene in front of everyone. So that's why I'm going to take him aside. If I had it my way, I'd just tell him off in front of everyone. Those who are at my party most likely know what he's done to me. It would only be fair. But, I guess life isn't fair.
I think I'm going to go back and read my journal entries from this time of the year from last year. Hm...
<3 julie