I'M BACK!
Wow, it has been 11 days since I last wrote. Thats kinda sad but I actually thought it had been even longer than that. I have been so busy lately, its crazy. All these meetings and work and projects and everything is getting to be so much. The DECA state competition is in 6 days from Thursday to Saturday. I am starting to get scared that I won't make it to Nationals since I am pretty much expected to since I made it last year as a sophomore. I should be working on my tests and RPs and stuff but I really don't feel like it. I think with these things I become really dedicated at the last second and pull through. Like I know Thursday night, in my hotel room (in Bellevue, hehe) I'll be up pretty late studying for competition the next day. And I'll probably do pretty good. Still, theres the chance that I won't make it to Nationals and that would be bad. I think I would actually be pretty mad. I'm doing three events at state instead of one like last year though and that makes my chances higher. Crazy.
I am so glad that it is finally the weekend. The school week seemed to drag on forever. I can't believe that this is the first week back after break. Its crazy. Roya seemed like she really wanted to do something with me today but she just asked today and she doesn't seem to understand that Fridays are "Julie and Tony time". He usually can't do stuff on Sundays or the weeknights so we have to get time in when we can. If you think about it, I usually do stuff with him 2 out of the 7 nights of the week and have 5 that are for other things. Thats alot of time. A LOT OF TIME. Even though I have work, or babysitting, or meetings the other days sometimes, I can schedule other things in too. Craziness.
I have been in a crazy mood for the whole last school week. Today was better since its Friday and all but I was being pretty crazy for the 4 days before that. All these little things were bothering me and I kept getting "mad" at people. I wasn't really mad though. I feel bad since I made people think they were doing something wrong and made them concerned. I also kicked/hit/shoved/pushed and/or punched people every day, usually more than once. That is wild! I think all this stuff that I have to do was stressing me out, and Roya was also kinda bothering me with all her crazy questions and her constant talk about Brynn. He lives IN CANADA! I don't see how she thinks she could have any type of relationship with him right now. I also don't really know if she is ready for a serious relationship, since she doesn't really seem to understand some things. Roya- if you are gonna get tired of being with someone then you shouldn't be with them. Doesn't that make sense? I am doing better now though. Its good.
I'll try to write more often :)
I am so glad that it is finally the weekend. The school week seemed to drag on forever. I can't believe that this is the first week back after break. Its crazy. Roya seemed like she really wanted to do something with me today but she just asked today and she doesn't seem to understand that Fridays are "Julie and Tony time". He usually can't do stuff on Sundays or the weeknights so we have to get time in when we can. If you think about it, I usually do stuff with him 2 out of the 7 nights of the week and have 5 that are for other things. Thats alot of time. A LOT OF TIME. Even though I have work, or babysitting, or meetings the other days sometimes, I can schedule other things in too. Craziness.
I have been in a crazy mood for the whole last school week. Today was better since its Friday and all but I was being pretty crazy for the 4 days before that. All these little things were bothering me and I kept getting "mad" at people. I wasn't really mad though. I feel bad since I made people think they were doing something wrong and made them concerned. I also kicked/hit/shoved/pushed and/or punched people every day, usually more than once. That is wild! I think all this stuff that I have to do was stressing me out, and Roya was also kinda bothering me with all her crazy questions and her constant talk about Brynn. He lives IN CANADA! I don't see how she thinks she could have any type of relationship with him right now. I also don't really know if she is ready for a serious relationship, since she doesn't really seem to understand some things. Roya- if you are gonna get tired of being with someone then you shouldn't be with them. Doesn't that make sense? I am doing better now though. Its good.
I'll try to write more often :)